Top Secret 2[ON HOLD]

Chapter 11:

Lia's POV:









It's been a week.







I'm going to lose my mind.









Harry cheated on me, lied to me, and broke my heart in a matter of minutes. He really had me convinced that he and I had something special. I even slept with him the night I killed Greg.








I felt like someone has stepped on my chest, and then started jumping on it. This crushing feeling was so strong and I don't know if I could get through this. Harry was my best friend on top of being my secret boyfriend.










I was sitting on the balcony, drinking tea, and watching the sunrise over the Paris horizon. I remembered how much Harry and I loved to do this. I remembered how much my parents loved to do this.









I then remembered how my parents were never in love, being a fake couple. They were in love when they had me but fell out of love a while after having me. I guess spies could never really be in love without fatal consequences.







I loved Harry with all that I had, I was willing to die for him. I thought I had died, but Eclaire and Aspen saved me. I found a letter in Greg's jacket that was stated for me, telling me this was all planned. That this was all to bring down Jay and chief.








I never understood why this has to be such a nerve wracking business. I knew I was getting myself into trouble joining but I had to do it for my parents. I had to do it for the people who died protecting me.









As the sun rose, I felt my cell phone vibrate. I saw a message that read "Text Message: Harry"







He sent me a picture of the rising sun, and the Eiffel Tower in the distance. The caption was "Are you watching this too?"










I didn't respond but he knew I read it. I couldn't bring myself to speak to him without my heart being ripped out of my chest. It was too painful to even see his name pop up on my phone. Harry had changed so much in the months I was gone. In those short months, he found someone new, joined my evil boss, and told me he didn't love me the same anymore.








Why wasn't I good enough for him anymore?









I guess I deserved it. I died, and Harry thought I was dead. Heck, so did I. Harry moved on and found someone new, someone who picked him up when he fell. I deserve everything bad that happens to me.








I just didn't know why Harry would do all of this, was it to hurt me? What did I do to him? I didn't mean to "fake my death." I thought I had died.










When I woke up in this exact bed, I thought I was in heaven.








Everything went from being happy and in love, to being depressed and wanting to be loved. I never should've fell in love and I even knew something bad would come out of it.






How was I going to get my life back together?





How am I going to figure out why Harry hurt me so badly?





How was I going to stop Chief from killing the president and bombing half of the world?



I am under so much stress and pressure. I couldn't figure anything out.








I'm heartbroken.