Top Secret 2[ON HOLD]

Chapter 21:

I'm really sorry guys for not updating sooner, I dont know if I mentioned in the last chapter or not about one of my friends dying, and school getting harder now that I'm graduating next year. I really appreciate all of the really sweet comments and all the support, but I really don't do well with people who don't care to put the other parts of the story together. I am sorry that some may not agree with my actions, and the things I write sometimes, but hey, I guess that means I'm doing something right.

Again, thank you to ALL who supported me and I give my deepest thanks.

-Sarah.xx

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Lia's POV:

(DAY 8)

I woke up the next morning, in Niall's warm, silky bed sheets. To my surprise I was shocked to see no familiar face beside me, or arms around me like they were when I fell asleep last night. I opened my eyes a little wider but it seemed as if the other side of the bed was made, like no one was there to begin with. The windows were open, letting the sunlight in and I was grateful to finally see the morning sun after man days of rain here in Ireland.

I slowly raised myself off of the mattress, covering my naked body with the sheets. My hair clung to my cold body, and I could tell I really needed a shower after last night. It was interesting, I knew Niall was passionate but I felt really bad knowing I don't love him the way he loves me. I'm not saying I don't love him because, I love him more than anything. I'm just saying that even though I do love him, it may not be the love he wants from me. I was happy I was able to give him what he finally wanted from me, but I think he may be hurt now. I know I'm a little hurt by this too, but I did what I had to do. I wanted him to be happier than he has been. Niall had always talked about how unhappy he was when he would find himself missing me, while the boys are off tour.

Tour...

Come to think of it, One Direction is going on a new tour in a few months.. That scares me more than anything. None of the boys except Niall, know about the agency and how Harry stupidly got himself involved. They all probably think he's been blowing them off for me, but that's probably becuase he has told him that. I've read messages between Harry and the boys, and he was always talking about how he wasn't on missions, that he was with me and things were getting pretty serious.

I pulled my legs over the side of the bed and stood up, dropping the sheets. I walked over to the mirror and looked at myself. I scanned my chest and saw three rather large hickeys. They were placed under my breasts and in the middle of them. I turned to look at my back and saw nail scratches, and when I touched them it hurt. I looked at the insides of my legs and saw fingerprint bruises, too. I was quite shocked to see all of this, is this why Niall left me in bed? I wonder how Niall got that rough with me without him or myself noticing. I was actually worried and a bit scared that he had gotten so dominant with me, and so possesive.

I found my suitcase in the corner of the room, open. I squinted to look at it, but couldn't see. I walked over to the open bag and searched for clothes to wear along with my glasses. I put my glasses on first and everything went from fuzzy to HD camera. Next, I pulled on my underwear and then skinny jeans. After that, I pulled on my bra and then I pulled one of Harry's hoodies over my torso. I threw my hair into a bun, not caring how I looked this morning.

I found Niall's fuzzy slippers from L.L.Bean, and they were a little big but it was okay. I walked down the hallway and found my way around the house. I went to the kitchen and saw a note on the fridge from Niall.

"Dear Lia,

I am going out for a few hours and I promise I will be back soon. I am going to get some milk, cereal, tea, and some stuff for your back. I'm really sorry I hurt you last night, but I assure you it was one of the best nights of my life.