(This has turned into Youtuber's x reader hasn't it? I"M SORRY I HAVE A PLAN! More youtubers are about to get involved... And I don't really want to spoil who this person is, so in the next chapter I will give a little bio since this person isn't really apart of the gaming community. Also this was a request from my friend so hey.)
I watched as sunlight poured into the window of Jack's living room. I watched as dust scattered in front of the sunshine and made their invisible self now appealing to the eye. Thoughts still played through my mind from the night before. I looked over the sleeping Jack besides me. A blanket covered most of our bottom halves as we layed on the couch. I stared at his chest and made my way up to his sleeping face. That's when I noticed. His hair was green. I couldn't have noticed the night before, but I could now. I smiled just a little at the fact that I didn't need Felix to bring color in my life. However that smile quickly fell, remembering why I am here with Jack. Things with him didn't feel right.
As my thoughts processed I noticed Jack's eyes open slowly. Then his blue eyes looked at me. I didn't know what to say, but blushed a little and looked at him. He leaned in and gave me a quick kiss before I could react. When he pulled away, instead of his quirky smile, he had a frown. He sat up, and said nothing for a few moments before sighing and speaking.
"Hey (Y/N)... Look. Doing this wasn't the best of ideas... I have a girlfriend. I guess I just miss her since I haven't seen her in forever. I don't like to be an unloyal man. I'm sorry, (Y/N)." He looked back at me, but I nodded in agreement.
"Jack I understand. I really didn't mean for this night to happen. I guess I was just lonely since Felix..." I went silent. He placed a hand on my shoulder, and rubbed it. It let me know he understood. "I hope we can at least be friends Jack, and let's just forget about this, okay?" I waited for a response.
"Of course (Y/N)! We will always be friends, and um, you should probably get dressed and... yeah. I want you to know you can talk to me about anything okay?" He said, but it broke off into a yawn, which turned into a smile. I giggle a little and make my way off the couch. I found my clothes, and said my goodbyes to Jack before heading out the door. I didn't really know where to go but home, so that is what I did.
I piled into my car, dragging my sour morning mood with me. As I got closer to my house, I felt the urge to vomit even more. It wasn't until I pulled into my driveway and stepping out of the car, that I actually did. I wiped my mouth from any vomit and trudged my way into my house. I looked around.
I hardly saw any sign of life. I made my way into the kitchen where Felix normally was to talk things out. As I made my way into the kitchen, I saw a brightly colored note laying on the table. I picked up the note slowly, and unfolded it. It said, "(Y/N), by the time you're reading this I am gone. I'm going back to Sweden for awhile. I took my things with me. Goodbye." I let out a long sigh, from relief and from grief. A sense haunted over me, like leech. I didn't know how to feel about it. It was just there.
A few weeks went by. I could hardly stand the little home I owned, as I paced the steps of where me and Felix have been. The night where we had the pillow fight in the living room constantly hangs over my shoulders. It's gotten to the point where I won't even go into the living room. Ever since Felix has been gone things have changed. The sun still shined it's pretty yellow, but for some reason, it seemed duller. I knew it wasn't changing anything at all, it just seemed like the colors in my life seemed to disappear.
'Like red, the color green gave me a nasty taste in my mouth. Some days it was nice, but memories I don't want to remember always flood to the top of my mind. I was on my third week without a word of Felix when I decided it was best to talk to someone about this. I didn't want to talk to my mom, since she didn't even really know I was dating Felix, and I didn't have many friends. So I turned to the only place I knew there were people who would listen. The internet. (I would never do this if I had a prob- Oh wait. I DID IT IN THIS STORY!) I set up my phone in front of the couch where me and Felix recorded our piano tiles video. Ever since that video, I received a chunk of people who fallowed me on twitter, not to man though. Only a thousand or so. However clearing the thoughts in my head I pressed the record button.
I took a deep breath in and cleared my throat. I shakily let out these words. "Hi... If you don't know who I am, my name is (Y/N)... I um..." I didn't know where to start. My heart pounded in my chest, I'm surprised it didn't come out on the camera. "I just need someone to talk to. If you didn't know, which I don't know what I am saying, no one knew, but I dated PewDiePie, Felix. It lasted 8 months or so... But.. It ended a few weeks ago. " From then on, I talked about what happened, the Ryan incident, The Marzia video, the police, and the mean things he said. I didn't say anything about Jack though.
When I finished, I thanked everyone and uploaded it. Once I had, my eyes drifted to the bottom of my phone to reveal the time. 11:30 PM. I sighed and yawned. I made y way into bed. I plopped myself down, and as I drifted off the sleep I thought about Felix.
I awoke the constant beeps, and rings. I yawned and tried to cover my ears, but the ringing blurred my sleep. Being frustrated I thrusted myself up from bed and looked around the noise. I scanned my room. Then I noticed my phone. It beeped and vibrated. It was a never ending loop. I picked my phone up from where it at which was the night stand. I grabbed my phone and started to look at what was happening. The video I had uploaded had 4 million views, and everyone was yelling in the comments telling me to view the newest Drama alert. However, many linked me to a video. One stood out to me. It was a normal Youtube comment, but it said, "Check out what the cyber bully had to say about your video and Felix!" Next to that was a link. I clicked on the link.
The moments that the video took the load made my heart sink. The circle that let me know it was buffering held me on edge for what was next to come. I waited. In seconds, the page let out a flash, and the video started to play. The video was titled 'THE BIGGEST YOUTUBER ON THE PLANET VERBALLY ABUSES GIRLFRIEND' and that's when I noticed who it was by. This person had almost 3 million subs, 2.7 million to be exact at the moment, and his user name was titled, LeafyIsHere.
(Hey. I know I sinned by doing this. But Leafy is my favorite youtuber now. The next "Chapter" is giving background on those who haven seen him yet. So, yeah. This chapter may seemed forced fr some reason, I just was bored and I knew I should upload a chapter so I did. K. umm tell me in the comments if you know leafy or not. If so, you can go on and skip the next chapter.)
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You Are My Sunshine. (PewDiePie x Reader)
Fanfiction"I've been color blind my whole life. Gray, Black, White. My whole life is made up of them. I'm a hard working student, who doesn't have very many friends. Because of my lack of color, I cannot attend many things I wish I could. Through all of this...
