You Are My Sunshine. (PewDiePie x Reader)

An Update

I'm just going to tell you all the truth and why I haven't been updating... I'm sick of lying so yeah.... This is probably never going to be seen by anyone or whatever but I just want to pretend like I have someone to talk to. I go to a really small private school, and there is only a handful of kids. The reason I went to this school was to escape bullying. Something about me is different from everyone else. I don't know what.... Well I have the greatest teacher in the whole world, but the only girls there are really mean. We all used to be friends, but that's what they said. I never really felt like a friend. They would ignore me and talk to one another. Well, I joined a play in the other high school and the girls joined with me. I met a lot of nice people in the play that were from the high school, but a lot of mean people. For the past few weeks I have been dedicating all of my time to the play because that is what I like to do. I came up with the idea to make a scrap book of good memories from the play with everyone and I bought a book. We all took turns writing in the book. Well, today was the last day of the play, and I wanted to take the nook home and write about how it all went well. I told one of the girls about it, and they got really upset. I eventually gave in, and said the book would stay here. I was cleaning and one of them came up and said they would like to see the book. I smiled and told them where it was. They said they had to grab something out of it, I assumed it was a book mark or something. Before one of them left, I told them the book would be in a drawer downstairs, and they said no need they are making a new book. I got Erie and made my way downstairs where I left the book, and I found it torn apart. All the pages of it were ripped out, all the memories gone. I instantly started to cry. Knowing that all my memories of some of my greatest friends were once in that book were gone. I was hardly ever going to see the, again because I go to a private school and They go to the high school. This isn't the first time this sort of thing has happened. All I want is a friend. I'm sorry I'm getting emotional.... I bet you hear things like this all the time. So I'm sorry. I have just tired and want a friend if you know what I mean. Thanks for listening...