Black Bird

31

Harry actually found out that his dad froze his bank account, bastard, and Harry ended up having to get a job.

It took Harry from May to October, five months, to be able to pay for us to be up there for November and December.

I don't care though. All that anger from Gemma's funeral made him work hard for it. He told me he needed a vacation and he wanted me to explore this with him.

So now it's November and we are finally on the plane to New York.

"Make sure you stay safe." mom said over the phone as I boarded the plane with Harry.

"I will mom. I love you." I said as I sat in my seat.

"Alright. I'll let you go then. Bye now."

"Bye." I laughed and then she hung up.

"That's the last call right?" Harry said annoyed.

Everyone in my families been calling me since I left the house.

"Yeah." I laughed and held Harry's hand in my own. I kissed it and then set it in my lap.

Harry leaned his head on my shoulder.

"I'm so glad we're doing this."

"Same." I sighed. "Now let's sleep on this boring ass plane ride."

"Alright." Harry laughed and we both drifted off to sleep not to long after that.

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"I didn't realize it was going to be snowing." I complained once we got into our taxi in New York.

"Well yeah." Harry laughed. "Just because Florida doesn't snow doesn't mean other states don't as well."

"Oh shut up." I said rolling my eyes.

"So where are you two from?" the taxi driver asked.

"Miami, Florida." I answered.

"Oh wow. Big change in weather then."

"Yeah." I said laughing a little to cancel out the awkwardness.

Not to long after that we arrived at our hotel. We got checked in and settled into our rooms not to long after that.

"Wow." I said as I stepped into the room.

"It's pretty isn't it?" Harry asked as he closed the door.

"And big." I spoke as I looked around the room.

"Like my dick?" Harry smirked.

"Oh shut up." I laughed and set my stuff down by our bed.

"Well it's 7:00 o'clock. I think we should go get some dinner don't you think?" Harry asked as we laid on the hotel bed.

"Yeah." I nodded. "I'm actually very hungry now that you mention it." I said and then suddenly thought of a good idea. "Oh let's go out for New York style pizza." I said with a huge smile spread across my face as I looked over to my handsome boyfriend.

"That actually sounds really good right now." Harry said and then kissed my nose. "Let's go."

We both got up and put our coats on before heading out and about.

As we walked Harry grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers together. What made me pretty happy was that no one was looking at us weirdly.

I felt normal.

I know I am normal. Being gay is normal. It's okay. But the looks we get in Florida makes me second guess myself. I just don't understand why people can't see that a gay person is still a person. We still have feelings. Why do they have to hurt us so much?

"What are you thinking so hard about?" Harry asked as we walked.

"Nothing." I said shaking my head.

"You have a tear running down your cheek." he pointed out.

"Oh I do?" I said surprised. I didn't realize I was crying. "It's just allergies."

"Oh, alright then." he said not so sure if he should leave it alone or not.

We then got to the restaurant and was sat at a table.

"Two cokes and a pepperoni pizza." Harry quickly ordered so we could have our time to talk since we haven't had the time to. It's just been so crazy and busy.

The lady walked away with a smile and then we were finally alone.

"So are you excited?" Harry asked. "To be in New York with me?"

"Very." I smiled and nodded. "I'm so excited to go and see musicals on Broadway and to go to the big apple. You have no idea how happy I am." I spoke as our cokes were set down.

"And I'm happy that you feel that way." Harry smiled. He looked me over with lustful eyes as he bit his lip.

"What?" I asked with a small blush.

"You're so beautiful. I wish I could have gotten together with you sooner."

"Oh don't get all mushy gushy on me now." I joked.

"No seriously." he said with a serious tone and face.  "I wish I would've gotten my act together when we were in middle and high school."

"Well at least we are together now." I said trying to lighten the mood.

"I just feel like I have to make it up to you."

"Is that what this whole trip is about?"

"Yes and no." he said and I gave him a confused look. "I want to make it up to you as much as I can and I also just wanted to get away from all the drama with someone I love. You're the last person on this Earth that I love Louis, so I wanted to get away with you."

"Well thank you. I love you too Harry and you know I'll always be here for you."

"I know you will." Harry said and took my hand in his. "That's why I love you so much. After I was so horrible to you, you repay me by loving me. How did I ever deserve someone like you?"

"I love you because your an amazing person. You also beat me up because you needed a punching bag from the pressure of you're dad. I'm not saying it's right but I get it and I accept the apology. You're different from that monster of a person."

"It still was wrong." he sighed. "And i'm sorry."

"It's okay Harry. Stop saying sorry. It's over with. Drop it."

"It's always going to be in the back of my mind."

"I know but I'll always be here so you don't have to think about it."

"Okay." he nodded as the pizza got set down in front of us.

"Let's eat alright? I want this to be a fun trip. No tears alright?"

"Alright." Harry nodded and then took a piece of pepperoni pizza.

"Besides I wanna hurry up."

"Why?" He asked confused.

"I'm really horny." I said taking a sip of my coke.

"Check!" Harry shouted to our waitress.

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