Black Bird

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"You've got this Lou bear." Niall said with a smile.

"Thanks clover." I smiled as we sat waiting for the music to play out.

"What's wrong?" He asked as he saw a tear roll down my cheek.

"I thought this was going to be Liam and I's wedding."

"Louis that was two years ago."

"I know." I nodded. "It's just weird. I was planing on spending the rest of my life with him."

"But it wasn't meant to be."

"I know." I nodded again.

"He'll be here in spirit with you and Harry alright?"

"Yeah." I sighed. "I was just thinking about him a lot last night. Even though I love Harry, I still miss Liam like crazy, even though he used me."

"Well he did care about you or he wouldn't have done what he did."

"Yeah I know." I said sighing.

Niall came over to me and wiped the tears off of my makeup covered face.

"You are going to do great. Think of Harry. He's the reason you are here today."

"Oh I'm thinking about him. That wonderful, wonderful man." I smiled.

Niall chuckled.

I then heard music.

"That's our cue." he said.

My moms then came up to me and got on both sides of me.

My sisters and brothers walked down the isle to the slow music as I stood next to my moms freaking out.

"You're going to be okay Louis. I promise." mom smiled.

Mama just squeezed my arm. I know she's holding back tears.

Soon the doors opened and my song came on.

I took a deep breath and then started walking down the isle in my white suit to meet my soon to be husband Harry wearing a black suit.

I was really nervous but the minute I saw Harry I suddenly felt... calm? I felt like I could do anything. He was keeping me up and keeping me going. I was walking to God it seemed like.

When I reached Harry I grabbed his hand and my moms let go and walked off.

"Today we are gathered here to witness the marriage of Louis William Tomlinson and Harry Edward Styles." the priest guy said.

"Repeat after me." He spoke to me. "I Louis Tomlinson take Harry Styles."

"I Louis Tomlinson take Harry Styles." I repeated.

"In sickness and health."

"In sickness and health."

"For richer or for poorer."

"For richer of for poorer."

"To hav-" the guy spoke but I zoned out.

I repeated what he said but I didn't realize I was.

I just got lost in Harry's beautiful eyes. I couldn't even hear him when he spoke after the guy marrying us.

I was totally blacked out.

All I could think about really was how far Harry and I have came together.

Not to long ago we were in high school and Liam was alive, I was dating Liam, Gemma was alive, Harry was mute, and Harry was my bully.

He hated me and did everything in his power to hurt me.

But then it all changed with one car crash between us.

We then started to talk, then Liam committed suicide and that led us to become friends since we were there for each other, then we had sex, then we dated, then Harry got his voice back, then his sister Gemma died and that finally brought Harry out of the box he'd been hiding in which then led us to getting engaged, and now we are getting married all these years later totally in love.

How did that happen?

I'm serious?

How in the world did God make this work?

I mean he most have been plotting this forever.

If my high school self would have been told that I would marry Harry in the future I would have laughed and said, "There's no way in hell... scratch that... no way in fucking hell I would marry him."

Now here I am.

Totally and utter in love with my tormentor... my devil... my bully... and I'm standing here at an alter about to marry the fuck out of him.

I finally got snapped out of my daze when Harry started to say his vows to me.

"Louis." he started. "I'm going to say it one more time and after this no more." he said holding onto my hand tightly. "I'm sorry." he spoke. "I'm sorry for the way I treated you when I was a kid. It was stupid and so immature. I know I was getting abused by my father but that was no excuse for what I did to you. You where an angel and I ruined that. I'm still regretful but I'm moving past the heart ache now.

You're my best friend now. You're my lover and my soulmate. You mean everything to me. I don't know what I would do without you sweetheart. You make me a better man and helped me realize that I do have a voice and that I do matter. You're such an amazing person Louis. I love you so much and I'm so glad I'm marrying you today." he said finishing up his speech as a few tears slipped out of his and my own eyes.

"Harry." I then started. "You know I'm actually kind of glad you where cruel to me in the beginning." I said and saw that he had a surprised look on his face and I bet everyone else had the same look. "You taught me how to become stronger and stand up for myself. You showed me things that I wouldn't have found on my own. Also if you wouldn't have been so cruel we wouldn't be standing here today exchanging vows to each other." I said and smiled at him.

"I can't explain it all but you really did help me and along the way I fell in love with you. You're my rock and I wouldn't exist and be the way I am without you Harry. I love you and I'm also glad we are marrying each other today. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you."

By this time Harry and I where in tears and I even heard a few sniffles from the crowd. It all felt amazing.

"Exchange the rings please."

So we did. I slipped the ring on Harry's left finger and he slipped mine onto me.

"Do you take Louis William Tomlinson as your husband?" the priest asked Harry.

"I do." he nodded.

"And do you take Harry Edward Styles as your husband?" he then asked me.

"I do." I nodded with a smile.

"You are now married. Kiss your husband."

Harry and I then leaned in and sealed the deal with a tight kiss.

We heard cheers but all I could concentrate on was the taste of my husbands lips.

I was in per bliss.

But I was in nirvana when I rode him all night long.

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Wow we are all done guys! I can't believe Black Bird is done!

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