Faith ( Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction )

Chapter Five

You could say that my heart was beating out of my chest, and I was quite sure anybody can see it.

Caithy and I were dressed up and on our way, and I could say we weren’t looking half bad. (AN: Outfits in the external link)

My palm was sweaty even though it wasn’t the first time I go to a concert, I have went to more concerts than I could even count on my hands, but this one I won’t only be seeing the singer from a seat while they can’t even see me, I will be meeting them and possibly partying with them.

The screams got louder within every minute. and I was more nervous by the second.

My legs shaking rapidly in a hectic rhyme, It was a habit of pure nervousness.

Chants started to get clearer, we arrived an hour early but It was so early for this pure craziness.  

but who am I kidding It was probably like that since 6 am.

“Okay, so there is no parking place, at all so I guess we’re walking about a street” Caithy sighed.

“No problem for me” I have always like walking, I don’t use a car over in three situations, either it’s just too far, Caithy, and going on a very long fast ride.

“Yeah sure Miss. walking 2 miles ain’t nothing” Cai said making me laugh, I’m a weird combination between lazy and athletic.

I could go for days not wanting to move from my bed, but If I feel like It I would go to the gym and over work myself, If I’m happy I would never get tired, when I didn’t have a car I used to walk to wherever or if it was quite far I would take my bike but Rarely you would find me taking a cab.

Blindness is also a motivation, since right now I don’t know what changed in me, If I got fatter or thinner, so I try to keep the farest from fat or skinny, I just try to become fit.

You start putting an effort because now you can’t see if your messy is too messy.

We walk hand in hand and with every step the screaming got louder and soon It was unbearable, It feels like the only way that your ear doesn’t ring you just have to scream, and we did.

we were sat in the arena singing all together like one big family, some asked me why was I wearing the glasses because I wasn’t acting like a diva, so I told only who asked, I’m not a huge fan of pity. I felt the sound of music, I guess its starting.

Caithy told me the video that she described to me before was being played on the huge screen and I only knew the boys were on when the screams rose and the only way I won’t be blind and deaf was to scream too.

I danced to the lyric as Caithy told me what was happening every once in awhile and here I was getting metaphorically drunk.

As every thing we enjoy goes like a breeze so did the concert, and my nervousness kicked back in as soon as Cai started guiding me to the backstage.

Even tho we could have been from the first people to go in we asked the manager to make us the last people, as we had a thing in mind.

we waited as I put my earbuds in and got lost as time passed with Mumford and sons album playing in my ear after I lost count of time and how many songs I have heard a small hand tapped my shoulder.

“Come on, we’re the only ones left” and with a quite ‘Omff’ the same small hand took mine, and for a moment I thought I won’t be able to hear anything over my heartbeat until Cai spoke still holding my hand.

I took the steps slowly my legs a little on the shaky side.

It was like I dreaded this moment as much as I wanted it.