Jacob and I

Too Much Pain

"JAKE!!!!" I run as fast as I can. I can still hear the vemon in his words. He hates me I know it. How could I have been so dumb? He will never forgive me. JAKE, JAKE, JAKE I scream in my head, please come back. "Jake where are you" I say as the tears sting my eyes. I can see visions of his face as I run through the woods searching for him. I hear a noise in the corner but before I can turn around a wolf is on top of me. The huge gray wolf bites at me as if it is going to take my head off, from the attitude, I know it is Leah. "Get off me, Leah, I have to find Jake." She runs off and phases. "You are not going to find him because he doesn't want to be found." "He is my husband and whatever little crush you have on him is over he is mine." I push her hard and run away. I can hear her phase and chase after me. I can't help but think that I can't die until I find Jake. Jake please come back to me I say deep within my mind as if I'm sending a message to him telepathically. "Nessie" I hear inside my head, its Jake's voice. He sounds so confused and I stop dead in my tracks. "Jake how can you hear me?" "I don't know." "Jake, where are you I am so sorry please come to me I love you we can work this out, please." Then I see Leah standing in front of me waiting to charge at me like a bull. I try to run but it's too late she has me by the leg and is dragging me. I try to kick and scream. I call for Jake in my head. "Jake help Leah is trying to kill me." "She knows she can't kill you because I imprinted on you." "I don't think she..." "Nessie, Nessie, NESSIE." Jake screams in my head, but I can't answer I can't move my lungs begin to fill with water. All I can think is "Jake, I love you. Forgive me."