The Wrong Side Of The Tracks (Sequel to TIASFTF)

I'm feeling like the older I get

I woke up in me and Bret's bed and he was silently snoring next to me. I smiled at him and carefully crawled over him and stood to my feet on the cold floor below.

I remembered that Tyler,  Mixi,  and Blade,  spent the night over here last night so I thought I'd make them breakfast.  I walked down the stairs careful not to slip on the hardwood floor. 

I entered the kitchen and Blade was sitting there dressed and holding a cup of coffee from Starbucks.

"Oh did you eat already I was going to make breakfast. "

"Nope I just got coffee and cane back because I didn't want to use any coffee from you guys its a good enough privilege to let me in the band. "

"Dude it's fine if you did I only drink coffee sometimes and Bret only does to get off a hangover. " He nodded.

I shuffled to the stove  and got out two skillets one fore pancakes and the other for eggs.

"Need any help? " He asked getting up from his chair.

"Uh you don't have to but you can grab me about 10 eggs and the butter. " He nodded and went to the fridge.

I opened the cabinet to retrieve the pancake batter mix but because I'm only like 5'3 I have to step on my tippy toes to get it.

Blade gasped a little and then placed the eggs and butter on the counter and reached and got the mix for me.

"Thanks ."  I felt like a child for a second but I knew he only did it so I won't rip my stitches open again and having to go back to that horrible hospital.  He saw the pain  I was in.

I made the mix and Blade wanted to make the eggs.  I let him but since u was worried considering Bret can't cook  at all like I wondered how he ate when u wasn't here.

Blade was telling a story about his old band about how they pranked their lead singer. I laughed and was smiling and flipping pancakes.

"Ahem. " Bret cleared his throat and I knew he was still jealous even though nothing was happening between me and Blade.

Bret came over and kissed my temple and Blade just focused on the eggs.

"Breakfast will be done soon Bret. " I said and he missed and scowled at Blade a bit then strode up the stairs to get Tyler and Mixi.

Blade looked down like he did something bad.

"Hey what's wrong? " I asked him and turned the stove  off and Sat on the cool counter.

"I don't think your boyfriend likes me too much. "

"Don't mind him he's just not used to you hanging around yet but since your in my band he will just have to grow a pair and get over it doesn't he? "

Blade smiled at me and the eggs were done and everyone padded down the steps when I yelled.

Bret kissed my cheek and strode to his seat and I stood at the stairs waiting for Tyler.

"Tyler can I talk to you for a second. " I said as him and Mixi came down and Mixi went ahead into the kitchen.

"What's up? " He asked worried.

"Bret is still being jealous.  He  is making Blade feel like he's not wanted here. "

"I'll take care of it agree breakfast ok he's just being a douche. " I nodded  and we walked in.  I took my seat next to Bret and across from me was Blade slowly eating and pushing his food around the plate, feeling unwanted.

I studied him behind my bangs that we're covering my eyes.

He had faint white scars covering his wrists.  I think we all have those except for Mixi and Alex and Brandon and JC and Tyler.  Yups that's right Danene used to burn herself. I only did the cutting but she's the only one who burned herself.