The Wrong Side Of The Tracks (Sequel to TIASFTF)

You Can Get Through Anything

A few days after the Bryan Stars interview it was the Washington date and that happens to be today.

I sighed as i woke up releasing i have shorter time to pick from now. Within the next week i have to choose. After here it was Oregon then Idaho then Arizona and finally California. So about 4 or 5 days left.

Luis was blocking me from getting out of the bunk and I groaned. Only reason i sleep on the inside is because im afraid the bus will take a sharp turn and then i fall to the floor.

I looked at him and he looked so peaceful so i just turned over and thought about who my decision should be.

Bret is so sweet and handsome and would do anything for me....then again its the same with Luis. God they might as well be. the same person! I have a long past with Luis.....then again he was 'dead' for 5 years. Ive known Bret for 6 months now yet ive crushed on him ever since i heard his voice.

I gave and  up  and crawled over  him and jumped down. I went to the living area and saw Danene sitting there.

"Well someone is up early." I said as I sat next to her.

"I have been up since 9 i was puking and Austin helped me with my hair and. i let him go back  to bed."

I nodded understandingly. I then had the thought of who I should pick again and I grabbed my head and shook it like a mad woman.

"Allison whats wrong?" Danene asked putting her hand on my shoulder.

"This is driving me nuts! I dont know who to pick! I only have like maybe 5 days left and I have no clue what so ever! I love them both and I dont want to lose anyone."

"Have you thought of how they care about the little things like your appearance and how hard you work for it? Or how their personality is to you? And maybe how good they are in bed?"

I nudged her with my elbow and rolled my eyes. She smiled and giggled.

I thought of what she said for a minute minus the last one.

Bret would always say i was sexy or something. Ive heard Luis say it once or twice as well. I thought about their personality. They both have good taste in music, they both have a lot in common with me. Dress almost the same as well.

This helped about 1% I need at least a 95 %! I brought my knees to my chest and put my head on them.

"I just dont know anymore." I finally said and she patted my back.

Tears threatened to spill over and i just put my head down and silently let the tears roll down my cheek as Danene side hugged me.

She pulled away for a moment and then i heard a dial tone.

"Hey Bret its Danene listen Allison is very upset and its clear I'm not cheering her up could you try i hate seeing her like this.

I heard him speak back to her but i didnt hear it well.

She pressed the phone to my ear and i grabbed a hold of it .

"Hello?" I asked wiping the tears and tried to not seem like a wuss.

"Hey Alli whats wrong?" I looked around and i got up and went to the very back of the bus.

"I....Im stressing over who to pick is all Bret."

"Alli you have plenty of time and I will support you through it no matter if you pick me or Luis. You also dont have to be ready to pick when you get home i will be patient if thats what it takes to see you happy."

"I just dont want to see you everyday and think should i choose him or Luis   and Id feel bad for making you wait just to get a simple answer."

"If it means to hear and see you less stress i will wait as long as i have to."

"Five more days til im home."

"I miss you guys."

"We miss you too."

"Now go and party your heart out and have a blast for me ."

"ok."

I hung up and put my hand over my mouth and cried for a bit.

I pulled it together and went back out . I gave Danene her phone back and we talked about some plans to go shopping on our day off in California before the last day.

Then we were interrupted by Ben coming in with Andy.

"Allison we are going to take you out go get dressed.." Ben said .

"ok then..."

I went back to my clothes and picked out a top cut to reach above my belly button and I got some Capri skinny jeans with flip flops.

We went to the sidewalk and walked into the city with our sunglasses on to provide some kind of disguise. We went into Subway and got some food and we went to a park nearby .

We had a picnic.

"So whats the occasion?"

"Danene texted us on Austins phone." Ben spoke.

"Of course."  I muttered.

"We want to help you...we are both guys and we think if you tell us how you feel about them truly and we put together on how they act we can give you what we think and it can help you decide ."

"Ok then... Bret is...is amazing. He might has hurt me a bunch in the past but i feel if I put more effort it might work maybe.. but he is caring and drops everything when i need him. Luis hes been my friend for so long. Even though i thought he was dead for 5 years I still loved him. He helped me by comforting me after my dads rapes and abuse and he would help me prevent cutting. Then I found him and I was so happy he wasnt dead and then that night occurred. I realized my love was more than a friendship."

The guys gave me their opinions and it made it more clear on who I should be with. We finished our picnic and we walked back to the bus grounds.

I hugged Luis and got ready for the concert by switching my capri jeans with jean shorts.

I fixed my makeup and we all waited on Mixi and Blade to finish getting ready since they got up when i came back.

We were already and we went. into the venue . We hung out with everyone backstage and CC gave me a piggy back ride. They finally called us up and I saw Andy recording me. Probably to send to Bret.

We finished our set but Andy want me to sing with him Lost It All to replace Juliet Simms voice.

Then I went to the merch table to sign. I got this really cute skull shirt from a fan .I signed this one guys cheek and he was over 18 so he wanted me to kiss his  other cheek. I did what he wanted and smiled at him and continued signing.

Black Veil Brides finished up and took their seats at the merch table of theres.

My band kept signing more and more more than it ever has been i think.

Then it came to the point we were sold out of 2 kinds of tshirts we had. I was blown away by this. Well i guess Washington is the most supportive state so far.

Signings were finally done and the venue closed and we went back to our buses and loaded up to go to Oregon.

I decided to send out a tweet.

@AllisonBones : Washington you rocked tonight and we sold out of 2 of our tshirts you all are awesome! <3

I smiled at the tweet and put my phone away. I thought of who i was going to pick and figured i have decided. But i wouldnt say til after tour like i promised.

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Next Chapter reveals who it is! Next chapter is also the last......of this book! Ive got a prequel lined up for you all! Trilogy really .

The song i have picked for it to go by is ...The Other Side  of Town! I havent decided a book title yet but it will be released next when i update in my authors note!

Also i know this is off topic but im bidding for a magazine that has Bvb and Asking Alexandria and maybe even Avenged Sevenfold! yes!

love you guys

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