The Wrong Side Of The Tracks (Sequel to TIASFTF)

If Only I knew Then

I watched as my twitter feed went from happy to hate and to sadness.A fan apparently saw what happened at the airport and it spread like wild fire.

People were taking my selfies I had put up and drawing whore over me or putting it over me eyes. People were also calling out Bret saying he's a fucking loser.

I sighed and shook my head it had been one week since I had moved in with my band at CC's house and Andy's.

I had to change my number because somehow my number got on the internet as well . I texted everyone my number even Bret and it probably took me a hour to gain the courage to text him it.

He replied thanks for letting me know.

Next Week was when we go to a Fearless Records meeting so we can get signed. We went to the studio a couple times and today was our last day. I gathered my outfit for today and got on a laptop CC let's me borrow.

I'm scrolling through YouTube and I see Panic! Times Running Out music video was out. I was curious to what it looked like so I pressed play.

Turns out it came out about 6 days ago and I had forgotten the release date completely. It started off at the abandoned train station where they shot at. Then the music started up.

It was zooming from Bret to the band a bunch if times and Bret was going crazy an tearing things down. I liked it.

I got on twitter and posted the video with the caption.

@Allisonbones: A must see you guys a awesome music video from my pals @RelapseSymphony.

it was really good Better than what I remember too.

I finally got ready and slipped on a beanie. I went down the stairs and went to the kitchen.

"Hey dude want some cereal?" CC offered.

"No thanks I'm just going to get a bite of a apple and then we gotta go."

"Dude look at yourself you are getting too skinny."

"Says the guy with the tinyest waist ever."

"I'm serious." CC gave me a dad look and i rolled my eyes.

"OK! You win ill get some col pizza OK!" He nodded and I grabbed a slice from the fridge and heated it up .

I sat in front of him and he looked at me to make sure I would eat it. I looked at it in disgust. I picked it up and slowly took a bite and another then my body started to reject it

"I'm sorry." I got up an ran into the bathroom and started vomiting the pizza from today and last night. CC followed me and held my hair up .

Austin then came down and into where we were and asked what was wrong.

"Allison has been skipping too many meals and now her body is rejecting the pizza she tried to eat." CC explained. I stopped vomiting and sat to the side.

"Is this true Alli?" Austin asked. I guess he hasn't noticed I kept skipping lunch an break feast an sometimes dinner."

I nodded.

"Is it because if that asshole back home?" I shook my head.

"Its not always his fault I just feel too fat and too used."

CC hugged me.

"You aren't fat and you never were and you aren't used."

I fake smiled and slowly got up. I went to the living room and laid down on the couch. I then got a text.

Bret: Austin told me what happened.

A:I'm sorry

B: Don't be just it pains me to see you like that.

A: I'm just sick of all of this shit! Raping,Breakups,Haters. Everything!

B:Well let me tell you I'm sick of it too and you aren't used or fat I promise.

A: Thanks but I know you are just saying it so I'll start eating again and won't die.

B: No I mean it be strong <3

I sighed and put my phone in my pocket then Austin and Danene came down and we borrowed CC's car n drive to the studio.

We arrived an shortly Night and Mixi joined us. I worked on some screaming parts again and Mixi worked on the back up vocals a bit and Danene on the drum bits. Everyone else was attending to the sound board.

Night got me some Tea with honey that was hot for me to help soothe my throat. If we signed with Fearless records we had a music video to shoot soon.

I sipped on my tea and we wrapped it up. Our album was now finished completely.

CC and the guys wanted take us out in celebration. U was worried. I didn't want Andy and Ashley an Jinxx and Jake knowing about my problem.

I went anyways. We were sitting in the booth waiting for the girl to bring our drinks. My head felt a bit fuzzy. My eyes started to flicker and I felt my skin turn pale white. I then passed out and fell out of the booth.

Everyone was staring at me then Austin and Andy called 911. CC and Danene tried to sit me up but I kept toppling over like a limp dead body. The paramedics came and Austin and Danene got in the back with me to the ride to the hospital.

I kept zoning in and out. We finally arrived and they immediately took me back and checked for my heart rate every 5 minutes.

I finally came to. My head was still fuzzy though.

"Oh your awake now. Don't worry you past out due to low blood sugar and we are giving you the nutrients you need right now. A nurse will be by soon with something from the cafeteria."

The guys walked in.

"Oh and Allison my suggestion would be to start eating better and quit being anorexic before you cause severe damage."

The guys were shocked and as soon as the doctor left started throwing questions at me left and right.

Austin and Danene and Cc answered them for me while I just looked out the window. The nurse came by and gave me some bread some juice and some crackers. I crammed them down my throat and I didn't vomit them back up.

"I'll try and quit you guys but it won't be as easy as cutting was."

Then my phone went off in Danene's purse and she gave it to me.

I answered it.

"What the hell!" Bret blurred threw the phone.

"Look I'm going to try and stop OK just its hard!"

"Make it fast because I'm worrying bout you." We hung up and my heart dropped to the floor.

He still cares?

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