The Wrong Side Of The Tracks (Sequel to TIASFTF)

Last Chapter!

Ive lost quite a few hours of sleep since Ive made my decision. I still have kept it a secret though. I havent even told Danene!

I was pressed up against the wall of my bunk waiting for it to be 4 am and waiting for my eyes to flutter close but it hasnt come yet. It was the day I go home, the last concert and tomorrow was when i pick.

Luis was sleeping soundly beside me. My mind kept going back to what would happen to the one i didnt pick. If i picked Luis would Bret stay like he promised or flee? If i picked Bret would Luis leave?

I finally fell asleep from exhaustion  and i had a total of two dreams one of Bret and one of Luis.

***************Brets PoV*********

I woke up around 6 am . I first thought i was crazy because I never wake up this early!  But no i know why.

Today is Allison's last day on tour and tomorrow was when she was coming home ...to choose between me or Luis.

I will understand if she doesnt pick me. Ive hurt her so many times I even brought her to suicide once. I regret everything ive done to her .I just lose it when im with her. I get protective of her and i want her to be mine and only mine forever.

Luis on the other hand is almost perfect for her . He hasnt hurt her at all . Only thing he did wrong was not coming back when he ran away 5 years.

I also am not very fond of him i will admit that. He makes her feel like every thing is her fault. From when she got me and the guys early to her supposedly cheating on him with me. She even cut herself!

She clearly loves him more but i will stand by her no matter what because i know deep inside her she needs me whether to be her friend or her boyfriend.

I just want to see her happy.....

I got up and got ready for the day. I was going to go to the studio later today with the guys to record but im going shopping to Allison a gift for completing her first tour. I also have something grand to tell her something very important.

***************Luis' PoV**************

I woke up around 9 am today. I looked over and saw Allison pressed up against the bunk wall with ear buds in. I slowly removed her ear buds and wrapped the cord around her phone. I smoothed her hair and kissed her forehead.

I love her.

If she doesnt pick me tomorrow  i dont know if i should stay or go away . Wait go where? I dont have a home. I guess ill have to save some money up . My merch seller money and my money ill make when i get back to working at Hot Topic.

I know she loves Bret more than she will love me ever. Ive had a crush on her ever since we were younger. Then that one night happened and the next morning i explained my feelings and she said she felt the same.

But since then I've turned my back on her when she brought Bret and the guys on the bus early. It drove me nuts to see how happy she was with him because he has hurt her a bunch of times. Yet i shouldn't be the one talking.

I hurt her and Danene when i ran away and didnt tell them where i was going. I also hurt her when i thought she cheated on me with Bret and i didnt let her explain so she got so upset she cut herself. I make her feel like shit . I just wish it could be just me and her forever and she wouldnt love anyone else.

I sighed and kissed her cheek and got out of the bunk  and covered her with the blanket knowing she didnt get much sleep last night. I sat her phone on my pillow and I went to the mini kitchen we have and grabbed a mini bag of chips.