chapter 1 sad times

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HIIII!!! so this is my first proper story unless u include storys about ladybirds from when i was like 8 a proper story :P lol any way i just want to let you all that i actually read the storys from wattpad on my phone and not on my computer but i cant upload from my phone because it wipes my libary out :( so yhh. also i will try to upload as much as possible but its kinda hard when its a fight to get on the computer in my house lol. oh and i dont think i will be writing authors notes at the start of the chapters because i know some people just want to get on and read the story but some times i will to answer questions. ok hope you like it and i will take and comments to make me improve my writing xxx ps also i am trying to make this story different and have suprises innit so what u think you know u might not really know lol ok and just give us a chance please xx (how do u put a pic on)

prologe: I sat there on Matts crazily soft bed starring uncontrollably into his gorgeous deep blue eyes. Silently thinking did he really feel this way about me?

*couple of months before*

I got home at 1:30 AM from my best friends Lexi's 17th birthday party pretty sober. It was a killer party and nearly every one from school turned up. (with a ton of alcohol by the way hehe) I stumbled my way through the house to the kitchen, to get some refreshing water for the bad taste which had found its way to my mouth. I was so glad we didnt have school tomorrow!

But then it hit me like a ton of bricks, how quite and abandoned the house felt. Strange even when my dad went to bed the lights were all left on and the tv could always be slightly heard coming from my dads room.(Yh he wasnt in to all that energy saving stuff) But not tonight instead all the lights were off, before I had come in and woke them up. And there was no sign of the tv being on. I cautiously walked up stairs to investigate because I felt like some thing wasnt right. I knocked on my dads bedroom wooden door. There was no reply. huh? Maybe he was asleep my dad can be a heavy sleeper. I tiptoed into the dark room to realise that the t.v was on but the volume was mute. Then i saw an object sprawled out on the bed. I realised who it was. My dads arm was hanging off the bed with a green glass bottle on the floor under neath. observing the floor and bed around him I noticed identicle bottles thrown and shattered every where. I tip toed over to the lump on the bed, being careful not to stand on the glass splinters littered across the floor.                                               "Dad?" I said softly so I didnt startle him, but my dad did not answer me. Gently grabbing his arm I shook him slightly, startled I yankd my arm back like I had been scolded as the colour drained from my face. He was ice cold.                                                                                                                       "Dad!!" I said more louder this time ,still my dad was as mute as the tele flashing in the corner. I was getting seriously freaked out now shaking my dad violently ,shouting at the top of my lungs for him to 'wake up' and 'stop messing around'. Suddenly I broke down sobbing my heart out, as realisation dawned on me. My dad, my caring loving dad was no longer with me. He was now sleeping forever in a peaceful place. I will love you forever daddy...

After crying very heavily ,for god knows how long, I suddenly started to panick, thinking what would happen to me. My mum left us when I was 5,11 years ago!! Would I get sent to her? Would she look after me? Would she even care? I was so lost. Who should I even call? An ambulance, but he was already dead. The police? No it was'nt a crime, not by the looks of things. After trying to pull myself together I phoned the only person that came to mind that I relied on and trusted out of everyone left on this planet. Lexi.

I picked up my blackberry and dialled Lexi's number rapidly. "Brubru....brubru" went the phone and she picked up on the third ring.                                                                                                    "Hellooo" came Lexi's cheerful voice that made me break out into a fresh set of tears. Which Lexi obviously heard.

"Ohmigod Scarlet whats up? Whats happened? Speak to me sky!!"

"My...M-my d-d..." I stuttered trying to tell my best friend what I had discovered.

"SCARLET-TEE ROSE COPPER YOU ANSWER ME THIS INSTENT!!!" Lexi shouted through the phone with authority clear in her voice. I would of cracked up at how much she sounded like a teacher or even her mum if it was'nt for my dad's lifeless body lay nest to me.

"You..Ha-have to ...Come .. M-m-my dad...." I managed to splutter out between sobs.

"Sky? Sky what about your dad?" she now sounded worried and anxious which was weird compared to her normal bubbly self.

"...Dead" was all I could say as I stared into his glossy unseeing eyes .

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think thats gonna be scalet btw not sure (can u see the pic on the right?) hope so lol i dint even realise who it was at first :D (its bella outta twilight {kirsten-stewart}) sorry its not as much as i originally wrote on my phone but i cant be bothered writing any more and i need to get to bed :( sorry ill try to upload tomaz and obv u can imagine the characters you way and how do u put a blurb and book cover onit?? can any one think of a better title too?? thank you all sooo much xxx here is the pic link coz its not letting me put it on the address is to long :/ http://www.google.co.uk/imgres?q=kirsten+stewart+hair&hl=en&gbv=2&biw=1013&bih=691&tbm=isch&tbnid=7LLrlYVxyvVJoM:&imgrefurl=http://thebeautystop.com/ask-jane-kristen-stewarts-mtv-hair/&docid=1SuD4FA8H24YmM&imgurl=http://thebeautystop.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/f583229715v-13e7.jpg&w=446&h=594&ei=aAW8TrL5EoP98QPzw-DSBw&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=298&vpy=296&dur=4420&hovh=259&hovw=194&tx=101&ty=197&sig=117116384189001121052&page=8&tbnh=124&tbnw=93&start=138&ndsp=24&ved=1t:429,r:10,s:138

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