virtual reality ; jjk

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sunday, jan. 31, 2016 | 3:43 am

jungkook: ouch
jungkook: remind me to never mess with you again. you're scary when you're defensive
jungkook: okay but on a serious note. . . i'm sorry
jungkook: and yes i am replying about three hours later on purpose yet again.
jungkook: because i really do intend on making things right with you and apologize so i thought about what i'd say to you. i'm shit at relaying emotions so this is why it took me three hours to decide what to say and even still, my apology may be completely trifle
jungkook: also i just hoped you'd be asleep so you wouldn't reply right away :)
jungkook: sungeun im really sorry
jungkook: okay you're right i should stop making things about me all the time. but it's so hard since im so goddamn insecure about myself. i can never seem to get over myself. and yes you know nothing about me. and it's not your fault. it's mine for being so protective over myself. by not responding to your messages, i felt like i had a little bit of an upper hand in this friendship, which was so selfish of me. i basically was taking advantage of you. although you were mad at me for offending you, despite "not knowing me", you shared something big about yourself. you could've gone and just gave me an attitude without any reason and left me for being an asshole, yet you explained things for me when i didn't even deserve an explanation. that just shows the fairness of your heart and your intentions, and i can't believe i took advantage of your goodness to me, and i will never get over it. i won't say anything to you or feel right until you accept this apology. but id like you to know that you're not the only one to go through slumps and neither are you alone. i've gone through some myself, which may or may not rectify my shitty attitude :/
sent: 3:53 am
read: 3:54 am
sungeun: i'm awake, you dumbass