virtual reality ; jjk

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sunday, jan. 31, 2016 | 12:01 am

sungeun: im so tired jungkook :/
jungkook: SUNGEUN
jungkook: yOU'RE ALIVE
jungkook: where have you been why are you tired
sungeun: i just finished midterm exams
sungeun: i may have flunked math and english :/
jungkook: okay but do you just like messing with me and then vanishing?
jungkook: is my existence that much of a joke to you?
jungkook: stop leaving and disappearing all of a sudden for days at a time. it's really not cool
sungeun: woah jungkook
sungeun: says the one who leaves me on read all the time
sungeun: says the one who deliberately ignores me on purpose
sungeun: or chooses not to answer my questions
sungeun: you know you're rude too jungkook
sungeun: for your information, i do not just choose not to text you, to ignore you, or leave you hanging. i have been extremely busy and not to mention very stressed with my workload. i have found out volleyball and school does not mix well especially when it's a critical time for the two. im not the smartest student you can probably tell. finals have made me study through hell and back, and yet i still don't think i may have passed. and as for volleybal, i may not be the best either. ive been having to work my ass off to keep my position on the starting lineup. and honestly, i fell into a slump and suddenly became very insecure about my ability. if i can't succeed in grades, volleyball is the only thing i can pride myself in. and i was struggling with that.
sungeun: the stress was getting to me jungkook. pulling me back to something or more like somewhere i never want to resort back to. sure i mess with you all the time. because quite honestly, i love it and it makes me happy. but please, have some consideration. i can't be like that all time time
sungeun: so for you to expect me to come and message you first all the time, for me to make jokes with you, but you ending up ignoring me sometimes? yeah that hurts my feelings a bit. but i choose to ignore it most of the time, just assuming that it's simply your personality. seriously jungkook, you can't take these things for granted.
sungeun: stop taking things personal and assuming it's your fault or it's always about you
sungeun: you don't know me and i sure as hell don't know you
sungeun: we're all just behind keyboards after all
read: 12:15am