Don't Go [EXO Luhan]

Chapter 3

Luhan is going to be marrying with another woman. Tell me, which wife who doesn't mad or sad when her husband is going to marry another woman. The most hurting part is when the time you knew that Luhan will never divorce you.

Today, Luhan said he wants to bring his future wife to your house. As for you, you already know who is she. She's Victoria. You are in the kitchen cooking for them. How noble your heart is, cooking for those people who had break your heart. Maybe it's called karma. The karma for making Luhan suffer.

You keep thinking by yourself about how will you react in front of them. Happy? Sad? Mad? You tried to be happy, but you can't. You cried by the time Luhan said he wants to marry.

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They are here, in Luhan and your house.

"Xuan j-jie?!", Victoria was shocked at first when she entered the house. Luhan looked at both of you each other, suspicious. 

"You both know each other?", Luhan asked. He looked at you, then Victoria. You didn't utter a word not because you are scared. It because you have nothing to say and you are tired of giving an excused or say anything. You let Victoria speak on your half.

"Yes. Xuan jie is the woman who sent me to the clinic and offered to send me home but I refused.", she said while looking at you. Her eyes are fill with the sense of guilt.

"But I don't know she's your wife, Luhan.", she continued after she paused for a while. Luhan nodded his head and pulled Victoria's hands to the dining table. You just looked at them, holding hands together.

"Let's eat!", Luhan said in happy tone as he took a bite of the mix vegetable that you have cooked just now. Seeing how happy Luhan right now made you feel touch. You didn't mad at Victoria or Luhan, besides you are happy. What's wrong with me? I'm suppose to be mad! No, I can't! He's happy now. I don't want to ruin it.

"Jie, let's eat together!", Victoria invite you to eat with them since you have cooked for them. You shook your head and smiled, gave another excuse was the thing that you hate the most. But you have to. 

"No thanks. I have promised my friend that I'll go to her house tonight. Sorry, maybe next time.", you faked a smile and get in your room. You took your favorite sweater slipped your phone into your pocket.

"Bye.", you said as you closed the door.

You walked into the elevator and pushed the 1st floor button. Meanwhile, you were crying in the elevator and your face was all wet. As the elevator stop at the first floor, you bumped with a man.

"I'm sorry. It's my fault. I'll be careful next time.", you bowed the man without looked at him.

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"That bastard is too much!!! I will kill him!!!", a voice sounds like a thunder roared in the house. 

"Shhh! Please slow down! Your neighbour might heard you.", you said as you hugged her from behind. Her legs were kicking the air, releasing her wrath to Luhan.

"How can I fucking slow down after what he fucking done to you?!", she roared again. You know how does she feels because that's how your reaction after Luhan told you about the marriage. You feel like you wanna kicked him like how she did just now. But you just can't and you don't know why.

"Amber, please. It's useless. He'll be marry soon.", you said as you pulled her hands which cause her to sit down on the couch.

"Xuan b-but he-"

"Amber. He suffered enough. I'm happy enough when I with him. It's his time to be happy, to have a real family. To have a child. Besides, I will die soon, right?", you said. You poked Amber's cheek. Amber look at you, her eyes were wide open.

"Please don't say about it. You just make me more sad.", Amber pouted. Her eyes were teary. Yours too. You wiped away those tears and smiled.

"Okay, I promise! I'll never say it again.", you held up your arms and acted like you're making an oath.

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The marriage will be in three days. Luhan was busy with his preparation. Sometimes, he went home so late and sometimes he doesn't go home at all.

You've changed.

You never waited for him anymore.

You never asked about his days.

You never smiled at him.

You never take care of him like you used too.

He noticed about it but he never complaint because he have Victoria who will take care of him. You did it on purpose because when the day you're gone, Luhan will get use it. Not having you around anymore, alive.

You was watching TV when suddenly Luhan sat beside you. You looked at him, he was smiling.

"What that smile for? Did you win lottery? Huh? Jackpot?", you said, mocked him. But he just chuckled. The sound of his chuckle is beautiful in your ears. Sound like music. You smiled as he chuckled more.

"Nothing. I'm just happy because I'm gonna be marry in three days. Now why are you smiling?", he asked. He was still smiling. That smiled, was the  beautiful scene that you've ever seen. This is why you love him, his smile and his everything.

"I'm happy to see you happy, Luhan. That's why I'm smiling.", you said.

"I thought you never felt happy for me.", he whispered.

"Why so?", you asked.

"Because.... I don't know.....", he ruffled his hair, frustrated.

"Nevermind, Luhan. You don't have to give me reason.", you faked a laughed. But somehow it sound so real. Luhan was tricked by your fake happy  laugh.

"Can you help me?", he asked.

"What is it?"

"Can you help me chose my tuxedo? I don't know what color should I wear, white or black.", he said. He let out a sigh.

"I think black suit with you. You looked stunning in it. See there?", you said as you pointed to the potrait on the wall. It was you and Luhan. Soon, the potrait will be gone...

"Yeah. I do. And handsome!", he said. "Manly too!", he added. You said nothing, except smile.

Luhan looked at you and said, "Thanks.", and gave you a peck on your cheek.

"You are always welcome....", you muttered as he gone from your eyes. Your eyes were now teary, you can't keep it anymore. You bite the pillow on the couch and cried as loud as you can, not wanting Luhan heard your voice.