Don't Go [EXO Luhan]

Chapter 8

It's been a month since you was hospitalized. Victoria has been allowed to go home two weeks after the incident. Amber and Tao never left you alone at the hospital even though there's Luhan always take care of you. Sometimes, he looked insane. Talking, laughing and smiling to by himself but Tao and Amber knew that Luhan was being hit by the guilty.

"Luhan...", he turned around and saw Victoria standing holding bolws of chicken porridge. He smiled at her and beckoned her to put those bowls on the table beside your bed. Victoria wasn't alone, she brought their child along with him. Both of them haven't choose a name for their child.

"Luhan, you need to rest. I'll take care of her.", Victoria said, handing the baby to Luhan. He gladly took the baby and shook his head. "No. I want Xuan to see me when she wake up.".

"Luhan, it's been a month already. You haven't rest at all. Look at you, you're in mess!", she shouted a bit. Luhan put his index finger on Victoria's mouth, "Shhh, she's sleeping.", Luhan said as he looked at Xuan who was 'sleeping'. She shook her head a little bit.

"Luhan, please. You need to rest. You look mess, Luhan. Do you want Xuan jie to see you in this way?", she whispered onto his ears. His eyes were red and his face was a bit gaunt. He looked at Victoria and then he look at you, "What if she wakes? And I'm not beside her? I want to be beside her...", he whispered.

"You'll be right beside her, Luhan. You will.", she soothed him. Luhan nodded his head. Victoria took their baby from Luhan's hands and took a place beside your bed. After she sured that Luhan was really sleeping on the couch, she placed the baby right beside you. She know how you want to hold her baby right now. But now you couldn't anymore...

Victoria took her baby's right hand to your left hand, the baby lightly gripped onto your index finger.

"Xuan jie, did you remember the moment you said you didn't hate me? I'm so glad that you didn't hate me.", she paused. "You told me before that you want to hold my baby. Jie, my baby is here right by your side now and she's holding your fingers now.", she sobbed silently.

"Jie, I know you're strong. Please wake up, jie. Luhan needs you, I need you and does our baby.", she wiped her tears. "Jie, Luhan has been waiting for you to wake up everyday. He even refused to leave you for a while. Jie, please wake up.... Please...."

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Luhan slowly open his eyes. When his eyes were finally open, he stood up and looked around.

"Where am I?", he asked himself. He doesn't know where is he. The place seems so dark and they're many death things around him. But then, he realized that he was wearing white shirt with white pants.

He keep walking forward and saw a bridge in front of him. He was so curious, he slowly stepped forward until he reached to the bridge. He saw someone wearing white dress not far from the bridge. He walks forward to see who was it. A familiar aroma shoot his nose. Suddenly, the feel of longing and loss attacked him.

"Xuan...", he whispered as he saw a familiar women in front of him as he past the bridge. She was wearing white dress and she look incredibly gorgeous.

"Xuan, is that you?", he asked. She said nothing, but smiled. Luhan tried to approach her, but he failed. Everytime he tried to approach her, he will failed. Even though he ran towards her, he felt that she getting more far away from her.

"Xuan, wait! Don't go.", he shouted. But her body getting more dim as the fogs covered her. He ran into the fog to find her, but to his disappointed he only found her white dress in the middle of the unknown place.

He stared at the dress for a while, then he realized something. This is the dress that Xuan wore when she's been hospitalized. His jaws dropped when he realized that it was Xuan's favorite dress. This is one of his gift to her. He stared at the dress and cried, hugging the dress.

After a while, he felt the dress were wet. He looked at the dress once again and there's a lot of blood on the dress. Luhan was freak out when the blood become more and dripping from the dress. His forehead were now covered with sweats. Luhan fell down and dragged himself backwards.

"No! No! No!!", he shouted.

"Luhan!"

"Luhan!"

"No!"

"Luhan! Wake up!!"

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He shoot his eyes open as he heard someone called his name and asked him to wake up. He looked around and saw Amber, Tao and Victoria who was carrying their baby. Luhan shoved Tao who was right in front of him aside and ran towards your bed.

"Xuan...please...wake up for me. If you love me, you have to wake up. It's my fault Xuan, it's my fault. Please wake up, Xuan. I promise I'll fixed everything.", he paused, crying beside you. He took your hand and kissed it continuously. 

"Please, please wake up. Xuan honey, please... I beg you. Please wake up.", he cried again. "It's all my fault, only if I care more about her, this thing is not going to be happen! It's all my fault! Only if I don't pushed her that day, she wouldn't be like this!", he said.

A single tear escape from your eyes. Luhan saw it, he smiled and kissed your forehead. "Did you heard me, Xuan? Please wake up.", he said once again. 

Suddenly a beep sound was heard, and it keeps beeping. It was the heartbeat metre, her heartbeat suddenly become erratic. Almost everyone in the room was panick, especially Luhan.

Tao ran out from the room and come back with doctor and nurses with him. The doctor asked everyone to get out from the room but Luhan was refused. 

"I'm his husband! I have to be right beside her!", he shouted. Tao shook his head, he had no more option. He covered Luhan's mouth and violently dragged him out from the ward.

"Let me go!", Luhan was about to run back into the room but Tao grabbed his hand. "Control yourself! Please give those people space to treat Xuan, will ya?", Tao cried in front of his face. Luhan was stunned, and now he's awake. Fully awake.

"It's my fault... Isn't it?", everyone were keep silent. Their baby keep crying since you have problems with your heartbeat. She couldn't stop crying even when Luhan tried to hush her.

After a twenty minutes, the doctor came out. Luhan ran towards the doctor and asked him. "How's my wife?", his legs suddenly felt like a jelly and his world began to spin when the doctor says, "I'm sorry."