~Short Entries like a diary~

~Mason~

Mason the most adorable baby I ever saw in my life. My brother, the one that smiles every time he sees me. His beautiful blue eyes and his red cheeks. I hold him everyday and I play with him. At first I didn't know what to think of him because he would always look away when I am close to him, but now sense he is older he seems to understand more that I am his sister. He would laugh and smile at me every time I saw his name. My so called "boyfriend" (it's complicated) gave me a stuff animal Pikatu (don't know if I spelled that right sorry) he would laugh every time I put it beside him. I stare into his beautiful eyes and think wow this little baby smiles at me loves me and he wants me to be in his life. Is he to young to feel these feelings? I feel like when I look at him he is telling me that he needs me. That I am the one he wants to be with for the rest of his life. The feeling of happiness and desire, I need to protect him with my life. I would risk anything for him, he needs me more then anything. I felt uncertain at first but once I got to know that Mason actually likes me and wants me there with him. That feeling will always be there, a little baby like him so gentle so soft and sweet and how he grabs my finger and holds it tight. When I slowly take it away and how he cries when I leave him. Everyday at school I think of him, he is on the background of my phone and I look at his adorable smile. I think of how happy he is but I know deep down inside he is sad that I am not there to comfort him and to hold him and make him feel better. His poor little heart beating, him waiting for me to return from school to say hi and to snuggle him. His funny laugh and how he would move his hands and legs kicking. My little brother, my brother that I will love and care for forever and for the rest of his life. I will be there to help him and guide him to the right path in life just like the way my dad guided me.