PLEASE READ THE AUTHOR'S NOTE AT THE END OF THIS CHAPTER!! ILY .
RECAP
"Blake, do you ever trust a person so much, that it's almost shocking when they do something you didn't expect them to do? And it's even more shocking when this trust is built in such a short period of time. You're blinded by all the good things they do for you, that you can't see the obvious."
The only response I got from Blake was a shoulder rub.
"Do you know what it feels like when you trust, almost love a person, but it hits you so hard when the feelings aren't mutual? Do you know that feeling?", I asked Blake.
"Trust me, Stella, I know"
END OF RECAP
"It's astonishing, really, how everything turned out. I mean, look at how everything was on Thursday, and today, everything has flipped around. In two days, Blake! Two days! I was so oblivious to everything, I actually thought I had met a guy who cared about me, and Alex even tricked me into thinking he actually liked me", I said, letting a tear escape my eyes.
"Sorry, I don't know why I'm crying. I mean, we weren't even a thing yet, I always had a feeling everything was rushed, but I was always taught to go with the flow. So that's what I did."
"I knew there was something wrong. Blake, you know sometimes, I just wish that I had listened to my parents. I thought it was cool being the way I am right now, but they warned me about the consequences of everything."
FLASHBACK (Stella's POV, 3 years ago.)
"Mom!", I screamed. Hell, the only place she spends her day is the kitchen.
"Mom! Come over here!", I screamed again, slightly louder than before, in hopes that she would come up here.
"Mo-"
"I'm coming, dear!"
After about three minutes, I don't even know what took her so long, she came upstairs and stood outside my room.
"What is it that you want which couldn't wait?", she said, clearly irritated, putting her hands on her hips.
"Two things", I said, "First, you're letting me go to Kylie's party tonight and second-"
"Wait a second, what do you mean "you're letting me go"? I haven't decided anything yet, alright? I'll need to check with her parents -"
"God, mom. Who even does that anymore?"
"Quit the attitude, young lady. Who even is this Kylie girl?"
"She's one of my best friends. She's a really popular senior. Almost the entire school is coming to this party of hers"
"How can she be your best friend? I haven't even her heard her name from you. And what is the occasion of this party?"
"Mom, please stop asking so many questions. Just because I haven't talked to you about someone, doesn't mean I'm not friends with them. And, there's no occasion for this party mom! What, are you living in the 90's?", I say, letting out a small chuckle.
"What time is the party?"
"Ugh, it's at seven."
"The party starts at seven! There's no way you're going"
"Mom I'm a sophomore!"
"As long as you're home before 9, and what was the second thing you wanted to say"
"Okay, which one do you think is better?", I say holding up a pair of really small shorts, and another denim mini skirt.
"Oh my god! Where did you even get this kind of clothing? I totally didn't buy you this"
"For God's sake, mom! Lia let me borrow these"
"You are not going to the party wearing any of this."
"Aw shut up Mom! Just because you think this type of clothing is "irrelevant", doesn't mean you don't allow anyone else to wear this! This is my body, my clothes, my life, and my choice!"
Before I could say anything more, she lifted her hand up and gave me a tight slap right across my cheek.
"You are not going to this party. I don't want to see you wear any of this again, neither should I find these in your closet. Also, you are not allowed to associate with this Lia girl again. Have I made myself clear?"
This caused a small tear to slip from my eye. Once she saw it, her expression immediately changed into a concerned one.
"It's for your own good, sweetie. You'll realize it when you are older"
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so this chapter was mainly for you all to get to know a little about stella's past.
so what i'm saying is, in the next few weeks, i'm going to be travelling. so i don't think i would be able to write a lot. but, i have some chapters pre-written, and COMPLETED so if i have free time and am in a place where i find good wi fi / internet, i will post them asap. but i can't promise anything at all, so please don't expect any chapters for the next 2-3 weeks. sorryyy.
but i promise, as soon as i am back, i will give you'll regular updates. so much more stuff in store for you!!!
ily guys
aashima xx
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