Don't Forget About Us

I'm Just Not Sure

Me and Jade wake up this morning and packed our bags. This was our final day at the hotel.

We went down to breakfast and then afterwards we went to the outside pool.

"So....you and Harry? whats going on?" Jade asked.

"Um, im not sure yet, we are taking things slow" I replied.

"So you two are back together?" Jade got all excited.

"Sorry to burst your little bubble Jade but no, we are going to take it slow, starting right from the beginning" I said while i took a sip of my drink.

"Oh" Jade said Shockley.

"Anyway, i can't wait to see Darcy today, i have missed her so much" I said as i looked at my lock screen of her.

"Meg, look who's coming?" Jade whispered over to me.

I look up and its Harry and the boys.

"Hiya girls" Harry said as he sat at the bottom of my deck chair.

"Hi" Jade said as her and Louis talked.

"So when can i see our daughter?" Harry asked me.

"Um, ill text you when i have picked her up" I replied.

* * * *

It was now time to come home. Me and Jade said goodbye to Harry and the boys.

We got in my car and i drove us home. Darcy here i come!

I dropped Jade back home and then went and picked up Darcy from my mums house.

I arrived at my mums house and knocked on her front door.

"Mummy" Darcy said while running towards me.

"Hey sweetie, did you miss me?" I said as i picked her up.

"Yes" Darcy replied while giving me a hug.

"Thanks for having her mum, ill see you soon" I said as i carried Darcy to the car.

I strapped Darcy in her seat and drove us both home.

We arrived back home and i let Darcy out of her seat and she ran straight to the front door.

"Are you glad to be home sweetie?" I said as i opened the front door.

"Yes....Yay" Darcy excitedly ran into the house. Obviously running straight to her toys.

"Go and watch telly, mummy will be in soon she just has to call someone" I said as i got out my phone.

I texted Harry.

"Hey Harry, its Meg, Darcy is home now. Feel free to come and see her. Love M.xx"

Within minutes i got a reply from Harry,

Harry

"Sure, been there in 5. Love H.xx"

What seemed like hours, was probably only 15 minutes, Harry finally arrived.

*Knock Knock Knock* Someone knocked on the door.....Harry.

"Hi" Harry said from the other side of the door.

"Hey, come in" I invited Harry in.

Harry came in and stood in the hallway.

"She's in there....let me go in first" I said as i opened the front room door.

"Darcy sweetie, look who's here" I said as me and Harry walked in.

"Daddy" She shouted and ran to his legs. Her smile was so big.

"Hi sweetie" Harry bent down and gave her a big cuddle.

"Where did you go?" Darcy asked.

Of-course she didn't know anything, all she knew was that he wasn't here.

"Daddy went away for a little bit but im back now" He said still hugging her.

"Wow, you were right, she does look like me" Harry looked up to me and said.

"Sweetie, why don't you play with your dolly while mummy and daddy talk in the kitchen" I said as Harry let go of her.

Darcy went and played with her toys while me and Harry sat in the kitchen talking.

"Tea? Coffee?" I asked Harry.

"No thanks" He replied.

We both sat at the table.

"So what now? what are your plans?" I asked Harry.

"What do you mean? my plans?" He replied.

"Harry you can't honestly think you can just come back, hug your daughter and everything will go back to normal?" I replied, trying not to get upset.

"I know, my plan is to work on us, take it slow, one step at a time. Because when i wasn't with you i was wishing i was and now i am, i am grateful" Harry replied as he took my hand.

I wiped the tears from my face.

Before me and Harry could talk more we got interrupted by Darcy.

"Hi sweetie, time for bed" I said as i saw her rubbing her sleepy eyes.

"Daddy" She said.

"It's okay baby, im here, daddy's here" Harry said as he picked her up and put her on his lap.

"Do you want daddy to put you to bed?" I asked Darcy.

She nodded and Harry carried her upstairs. I slowly followed.

Harry laid her in bed and i kissed her forehead and then went.

I waited outside, looking through the door gap.

Harry tucked her in and kissed her forehead.

"Daddy loves you sweetie, i promise i will be a better dad, you wait and see" He said as he stroked her forehead with his finger.

He kissed her forehead again, turned off the light and came out of her room.

Seeing Harry like that broke my heart. Did he mean it? Will he be a better dad now? I don't know?

"I best be going" He said as we both went downstairs.

"Yeah" I replied as i sat on the stairs.

"Ill see you soon" Harry said as he opened the door and walked out.

I locked the front door and then went to my room.

I got out my memory box and looked through the pictures of us.

I want to believe him but im just not sure. Does he know what hes doing? I guess we will find out one way or another.

I hope hes ready for this. Being a dad is a big commitment and im just not sure hes ready for that.

I just have this feeling. I don't know. I'm just not sure.