Before it's too late to Save Me (Completed)

Chapter 26

"Kat we have to do something!" he said in a demanding tone,I crossed my arms,raised an eyebrow,and cocked my leg and said calmly and clearly "We don't have too, look I don't want revenge.Please that's the least I want right now" Max shakes his head and releases a frustrated sigh. "Kat-Nip they could of killed you" he reasons, "but they didn't " I argue "Well the fucked you up pretty good. I mean almost your whole body is black and blue and then your head. That almost needed stitches . Kat it's been a week fighting about this,we have to do something". I groan and rub my head in frustrated that he doesn't understand .

What does this boy not understand I don't want revenge , sure I want to see pain,but not caused by me. I want Karma instead and that bitch to bite them hard in their ass. For my mom, I want her to go to get help. I want to be able to heal,not just from the loss of my father,but everything that has happened.

I started to cry, ugh I hate crying and sulking in front of Max,but I can't help it. I hate that he looks at me so confused,scared and like I'm completely insane. I know I'm unstable right now. I mean come on Ive been sent through hell ever since my father died and have been a stormy disaster.

Max sugar coaxed it a little bit,then soon it all was wiped off and there was no more sugar,and I was ready to end my life. I mean I still am , I can't tell Max or he'll get even angrier and pity me more. If I ended my life I could help everyone ,less problems,less suffering for me,and soon I will be forgotten.No body will care to remember me and that's okay. I don't want to be remembered, I want to be like a faded memory that's distant and you can only remember little bits and pieces of .

Max walks over to me and cups my face "Kat- Nip,please don't cry" my knees gave and fell into his bed and I dove in a pool of tears. "P please I just-" I was cut off by Max's lips. We moved in sync for a minute and pulled away breathless.

I feel the bed as he sits beside me stroking my hair.
My tears dried ,feeling better and I sighed and then said with a smirk " you know a kiss won't fix everything" Max chuckles raising a cocky eyebrow"oh Kat-Nip I know it fixes a lot more than just everything. Now will you stop crying and let's have some fun" .

Oh shit what is he talking about fun. Ugh get your head out of the gutter Kat,but what if...

My thoughts are interrupted by Max " Not that kind of fun Kat-Nip. Geez you naughty girl" he sarcastically shakes his head in disappointment,but then he ruffles his hands through my hair,making it go out every which way.
I blushed really hard at the whole situation, I thought we were...oh my god.

He then grabbed my cheeks and squished them together and he teasingly cooed "aww my little dirty girl is so cute,when she is embarwassed" he smiled with his million dollar dimples that I love so much .

I slap his hands away and try to fix my hair,even though I'm pretty sure my face is redder that a baboon's ass right now.

"Don't be mad Kat-Nip, I would want to have fun with me too" he cheekily smiles wiggling his eyebrows.

Okay now he's going to far,like really? Now he's just being a arrogant,cocky, jerk face that's making me blush so much that there's no tomorrow.

" Stop" I say with the best straight face,trying really hard not to grin. "Don't you smile" he says poking my nose, I roll my eyes "stop being a freaking cocky fucktard.Since when did this Max walk into my life?" "Since day 1" he says with a the tips of his smile reaching his ears .

"So what are we doing?" I ask,Max then replies in a 'duh' tone " hmm lets see here,you just thought- ". I slap him on the chest "no,where are we going to have fun at?" I then see a glint of mischievousness in his ocean eyes and oh hell I think I'm doomed. "You'll see"he smugly says, I cross my arms and pout like a little girl " but surprises aren't fun" he chuckles softly "this one will be, I can sure promise you that" he winks at me.