Before it's too late to Save Me (Completed)

Chapter 25

I run as fast as my aching legs can carry me,with rope that I found in the shed. I walked through the woods,birds chirp cheerfully and the breeze flows through my hair. The sun is setting and it's nice out,tonight will be the best night to end all of this. I find a clif that looks down to the lake and then I see a swinging rope from a tree. I then look for a tree that when I'm standing on the edge of this cliff and jump off, my rope will dangle me over the water. I start cutting my rope and measuring the size of my neck ,I hear a twig snap and a faint sound of shuffling ,I whip my head around to see nothing,but a cute little bunny. I continue and then tie the rope to the tree, I make sure that it's high enough and I put my head through the hole, I sigh as my body relaxes ,but my blood rises. I walk to the edge and look down at the laughing water below me.Tonight I'm going to see my father,tonight I can let go of everything and forget about it. "I'm coming back to you dad"  I whisper and as Im about to jump off, I am snapped back and I shriek "LET GO OF ME!" the hands wrapping around my waist get tighter and I begin to wince at the striking pain. The rope is pulled over my head. I step on the shins of my kidnapper and scream "let me go,let me jump ! "my kidnapper exclaims "ouch" and loosens the grip upon me. I'm able to wiggle out of the grasp to see who was holding me.Oh shit it's Max. "Max. What the hell are you doing here!. " I shout in angry and in fear "No .I'm not letting you do this to your self " I run back to the clif,but once again I'm pulled back and I'm forced to look into the eyes of frantic Max "do you feel okay Kat-Nip?" and then at that moment,darkness consumes me.

I wake up and find myself under black sheets and in a hugging bed, I pull the covers over my head to see the poster of the half the naked girl on the ceiling. I grin in relief,but then I realize that I'm in Max's room, crap now what's going to happen? I didn't die like I wanted to last night and now I'm in reality and I now consequences are probably waiting for me. I examine at what I'm wearing, someone changed me into one of Max's jumbo sweatshirts and then I still have my comfy workout shorts on,but who changed me. Max better didn't or I'll go all bitch crazy on him because one that's wrong in many ways and secondly he'll see the bruises,the scrapes and scratches.

The door flies open and Max comes barging in with not the happiest expression on his face,which really frights me. I curl up ,as Max stares at me with intense eyes "what the hell were you thinking last night? Were you drunk or something?" he says to me in a raised firm force, that makes me shiver. He asks me again in a more agitated and angry tone "Katilina what were you doing last night!" I softly and quietly say "I don't know" "Damit tell me Kat-Nip!" Max full out yells at me. I pull the covers over me like a child hiding from the imaginary monster in the closest and start to cry. I feel the bed give and Max sits down beside me and gently pull the covers away from me, I have my eyes squeezed shut and I feel him lean in. I he going to kiss me? slap me? throw me off the bed? or yell loudly in the ear? My hands cover my face as if they're going to soften whatever blow might be coming me way. Instead of something meant to hurt me, I feel Max's soft lips flutter above my forehead. I peak my eyes out of hands and see  him looking at me with concern,I slowly take away my hands from face and make the tears stop. Then Max asks more calmly "Kat-Nip what the hell were you doing last night" "I'm not going to tell you " I say sassily, "Kat-Nip scratches,bruises, and scrapes just don't appear by themselves" he says 'matter of factly'. I roll my eyes "There's nothing to tell" I say firmer in my tone "Kat-nip the only way I can help you is if you tell me something. Why where you going to end your life?" "Look I know you want to help me Max,but I don't feel as though I should trust you",I see a confused look slowly fade into Max's face "what? what are you talking about you can't 'trust me'? that doesn't make any sense". I sigh "Max please I don't want to talk about it,I already let you see enough-" "Kat tell me.Your hurt,broken,foggy headed,and a lot more,but I understand" Max says surely, "no you don't" I say deadly. Max sighs "Kat, I do actually. ""How?" I quiz. "Okay so I had a little sister. Her name was Katlyn ,she was a little ball of fire. Then when I got my drivers license , she pleaded to ride with me and I let her. We were driving on some old rides and I was going to fast.It was all my fault "Max says calmly,but with a thick throat. Wait a minute so what Jamie told me about his sister wasn't exactly true? Not that I really believe her anyways,but it just has me thinking. "Max, I can't do it anymore, I can't" my voice breaks as my throat swells . "Kat-Nip who did this to you" Max points to a apparent gash on my forehead I sigh "I guess I'll just give you the truth,cause I just don't give a damn fuck anymore... So I came home to mother yesterday and see my mother was drunk,REALLY drunk, and she went crazy on me and slapped me a couple times. Then I went for a walk to clear my head of my bad thoughts and I was caught and almost mangled to death by Jamie and a couple of other guys.Then I walked back home,well more like hobbled,but anyways that's when I decided that I wanted to end my life." I see Max's jaw tighten and I grab his arm "Max, I'm fine. Don't worry I should probably be going home anyways" I start to sit up and instantly I feel as If an elephant had just slammed down on me with dizziness. Max pushes me back down "Oh hell no,you ain't going anywhere until you break your fever " I pout "Max,IM FINE" "NO.YOU.ARE.NOT" he spells out to me in a forceful tone,which I know he means buiseness when he gets like this,so I decide to ease down,to help him not get so heated about this situation. Oh shit what have I just done .