Before it's too late to Save Me (Completed)

Chapter 24

I walk into my home and there's my mother. Her eyes look angry and it reeks of beer and vodka. "Mom have you been drinking " I yell,she shouts as  she stomps over with heavy feet "Noo dipp Shherlock! You want yo tell me about that it boy why don't you ,ohh and also tell me why you have been failing. Oh wait I don't even give a fuck anymore. I don't care about anyone or thing .everything that I loved is gone!" tears fill my eyes ,I had never seen her like this.She must of had a lot to drink. I stare into my mothers fiery eyes and then she smacks me and then smacks me hard the other way,her nails leaving a red trail. "I can't do it anymore Katilina !" she sheiks and runs out the door to her car. I let her go,if she dies in a crash or ends up committed suicide the blame won't be on me. I go to the bathroom mirror to examine my face, there were claw marks on both sides and they burned. I started to cry, I melted down to the floor.Ever since my father died my life has gone straight down hill. I thought I could manage school and my drunk mother,but it's to much .Maybe I should just disappear,no one will miss me,or perhaps come to my funeral either.
Tomorrow,I'm going to that lake that Max showed me and I'm going to hang myself. I want to die looking at something beautiful.

I need to take a walk,I'm thinking bad things.Im  going crazy! I bust out my house and walk steadily down the sidewalk,my hoodie draped over my head. I keep out of people's way,until my hands are grabbed behind my back and I'm dragged in a dark alley way. Who ever is holding my hands behind my back,jerks my head up to look the devil herself in the eyes. She backs up with a evil smile "Well looks like we got the whore,good job " I scowl at her "leave me alone please " "sorry I can't I mean I have to repay you some how" I'm confused repay me for what exactly "for what" I spit out "For giving back Max and much more.He hates you now you know that.He told me he wishes that he never laid eyes on you.I mean you are pretty pathetic after all". He said that? It's hard to believe,but I guess I can imagined him saying that about me.Did he only want me for sex? What the hell,I thought he was different than that. "Just let me be Jamie.I don't care what you have to say to me" She smacks me across the face "oh honey,but you have to be repaid and this time Prince Charming won't save you " my eyes widen and im frightened by the evil glint in her eyes.Then the grip on my hands are tighter and it feels as though my shoulders are being pulled out of their sockets. A smoldering fist goes to my stomach and I wheal over in pain,but I'm forced to face the punches that are breaking and shaking my insides.Finally after a hour of a 25 minute beating the drop me to the dusty ground,flat on my face. I watch as their figures retreat away,and my body feels swollen,like a balloon ready to pop and I can feel blood running down my face. I manage to stumble to my feet, I drag my feet to my house and mother isn't home yet. I go to the bathroom to see my broken self once again. I stare into the cold,hard,sad,angry eyes of myself and see the purple ,black,green,and brown forming on my face. In done,I'm going to end my life tonight. I'm tired of having to deal with this shit. I want to see my father again.