One In A Million ~Ashton Irwin Fanfic~

0.4 Ashton

Taking my time to the elevator is always a pleasure.. It always gets me thinking about things.. When I say things I mean my career. I used to think of it as a hobby, a pleasure to perform in front of people, especially people who'd give everything to just be in my presence.. But now it feels like too much effort.

The boys don't know how I feel, thank goodness, but I'm sure I hint it after we have to run from the paparazzi or when we come out of a packed stadium with 30 fans following us.

Anyway, upon entering the lobby all 3 boys are stood there waiting for me to arrive. Typical.
"Hey!" I chirp trying to act like a bundle of joy. "Did you have a nice sleep? Or should I say over do it?" Cal huffs as he stretches out "yes I did thank you. And I did not over do it, I just enjoyed the space." I rebuttal as they all take a deep breath "Ash you aren't acting normally.. We've all noticed it what's up?" Luke asks putting his hand on me, looking down at me. Unfortunately he's the tallest and uses that to his advantage in these situations as he can try and act like the dad when we all know who is.. (Me).

"I'm fine guys" I laugh awkwardly as they all stare at me like the plastics did at Lindsay Logan when she said she liked Maths in mean girls. "Don't make us laugh, somethings wrong and we need to know to help you" Mike says as I shrug "nothing wrong guys just drop it" I huff getting a bit pissed off aren't they all a little bit annoyed they never get any freedom anymore? "Nope no can do, we're not dropping your grumpiness" Luke giggles poking my cheek "shut up" I fold my long arms over my chest.

We quietly sit in the lobby as we await the arrival of our Manager.. Or should I call him the prick. I actually dislike him so much, all he does is criticise us and shame us, what manager actually does that? What ordinary human being does that?

"So lads how about we discuss what we should do when we next get a break?" Cal pops his head up as we all put genuine excited grins on our once miserable faces "I think we should go somewhere in the forest or something!" I squeal as they all look at me like what the fuck did you just say? "Or not.." I mumble as Mike whips his head around "what about Comic con?! It's only in another 3 months 10 days 14 hours and 3 minutes!" He says very seriously as we all burst into laughter but his surprised expression washes guilt over all of us "why have you be counting?" Luke giggles as Mike shrugs "I wanted to watch the podcasts from it if we couldn't go" he mumbles as we all 'Awww' "you'll get there one day buddy" I say rubbing his back as he smiles back at me. That's one thing I love about this band, we never put each other down, we always encourage each other to do our best no matter what because we all know what it's like to be misfits and social outcasts.. I mean my attempted suicide at 16 wasn't due to me feeling sorry for myself.. All 4 of us have had some type of mental disability, by us all sticking together we soothe each other's mental state.

As I'm in mid thought our manager approaches us "hello ladies" he sniggers as we all role our eyes. "Whatever.. I have some exciting news for you all, come with me." He smirks as we all huff in sync and follow him. This news better be that we get 2 years off and move to a remote island otherwise I'll be very pissed.

Sorry these chapters are really short but they'll get longer!! I'm really excited about this story.. It's a bit different and I feel as if my writing style had improved. I don't think anyone reads these anyway but I'm always here... Hello? 😂😂