Alone....Till he came

Chapter 5

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Ugh what is that annoying sound?? I tried to open my eyes, but they wouldn't open. it was like they were glued together. I tried to open them again and succeeded. When my eye got used to the bright lights I looked around. I was in a hospital. I. Hate. Hospitals. But my eyes landed on someone in the corner. Kyle.

His pale skin was lightly shinning in the sunlight that was coming in through the window on the wall. His eyes were closed, his hair was longer than before and it looked like he ran his hand through it a lot. His lips were slightly parted and he was quietly snoring, and he was wearing the same thing the day I tried to....kill myself. Why did they have to chase after me? I was only doing what they said. I was doing them a favor. Why did they save me? I should've died. I looked down at my arm where an iv trailed into my arm. I pulled it out and smiled when I heard the monitor go wild.

I heard rustling from the corner and I whipped my head to the side. Kyle was looking around frantically looking for the source of the sound. When his eyes found mine he relaxed. he stretched and got up. He ran his hands through his hair a couple of times before he looked back at me. I saw multiple emotions going through his eyes. Sad, mad, happy, and...love? 

No, No that cant be right. It's probably something else. Suddenly the door burst open and in walked no one other than...Jason. I started to back away, but i fell off the bed. I crawled toward the wall and didnt stop until my back hit the wall. Jason started slowly walk toward me. "Alex, i'm not going to hurt you" he said putting his hands up in surrender. What does he mean by that? He always hurts me. Why would he not do it this time. 

I was so lost in thought that i didnt notice that he was right infront of me, until he pushed a stray hair behind my ear. I flinched away from his touch, and tried to crawl away again. He looked almost sad, but as soon as it was there it was gone. It was replaced with a mask of anger. He walked over to the door, but before he could open it Kyle asked him something. "Where are you going?" Jason looked around. "I'm leaving. She obviously doesnt want me here. I thought that trying to get her to like me again was going to be easy, but i guess i was wrong." With that he turned on his heel and walked out shutting the door behind him. What does he mean by that? I'm so confused. 

Kyle looked mad, but when he looked at me his face softened. He started to walk towards me, but i put my hand up to stop him. "Don't you dare come near me. And if you think that you're just going say sorry and i'll just immediatly forgive you, then you're wrong. He looked abit taken aback, but he started to walk towards me again. "You dont understand Alex. I had to say what i said at the movie theater, and i had to be mean to you. Alex.. he was going to rape my sister." his voice broke and my heart softened. "I didnt want to do that to you. Alex i love you and if you say that we can be friends again and if you forgive me then ill thank you forever." he said getting on his knees literally begging me to forgive him. As i looked at him on the floor and thought about what he said my heart softened even more. 

I saw a tear fall from his eye and i crawled over to him and wipped it away with my finger. I grabbed his face in my hands and looked into his eyes. "I forgive you". 

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It's been two days since i got out the hospital and Kyle has been watching me like a hawk. I haven't seen Jason at all these last two days. I can't stop thinking of what he said. He said that he was trying to to get me to like him again. What did that mean? Did he want to be my friend again? Does he still hate me? Ha it's funny how I have all these questions but no one to answer them. A banging from downstairs broke my train of thought. i jumped off my bed and headed downstairs. i heard some more banging coming from the kitchen and i started walking faster. 

When i got to the kitchen I literally died from laughter. Jason and Kyle were caked with baking powder and different kinds of food that i never even knew exsited. The funniest part of it all was that a guy i dont even know was on top of the counter of the island singing Roar by Katy Perry. When i was done laughing everyone looked at me. "That has to be the funniest thing i've ever seen and who are you?" i asked the guy on the counter. He hopped off the counter and smilied one of the biggest smiles i've ever seen. He even had dimples. 

"I'm Lucca and im Kyles friend" he answered while looking at the boys covered in food. Huh i never met one of Kyle's friends before. I smiled back at him and turned back to the Jason and Kyle. "And you guys. What happened in here?" i asked while giggling. They both looked at each other and then screamed at the same time "He did it!" I looked between both of them before bursting out in laughter again. When i was done laughing i spoke. "Just clean it up. I got to go take a shower." I turned and walked back up stairs giggling as i heard them fighting. When i got my room i turned on my shower and peeled my cloths off. 

I hopped in the shower and let the water relax my muscles. When i was done i grabbed a towel and walked into my room with the towel wrapped around my body. I literally screamed bloody murder when i saw Jason sitting on my bed. Damn he fucking scared the llamas out of me. His eyes roamed my body and then i realized that i was still only wearing the towel. i ran back into the bathroom and closed the door. "Come on Alex, its not like i havent seen you naked before." Jason said through the door. "Yah and that was when we were younger and best friends" i yelled back. 

I heard him chuckle and walk out the room. Thank Goodness. I walked back into my room, relieved to see that no on was in there. I threw on a skirt with a tank-top and a sweater. i blowed dried my hair and put on a beanie. I walked to my phone and logged onto Twitter. I scrolled through my news feed until i came to one particular post. It was from Stacey.

Stacey: 'Did you all hear? That freak Alex tried to kill herself. Ha and it didnt work. She's so pathetic and fat that death didnt even want her. No body wants her. Haha.' I looked through the comments and almost everyone agreed with her. 

I dropped my phone and ran into the bathroom. I searched through all the drawers, but i couldnt find it. I couldn't find my lucky knife. I ran back into my room and literally threw everything out of my drawers. I couldnt find it. I need it . I NEED IT. I rolled up into a ball and started to cry. Stacey is right. I am pathetic. "Hey do yo-what happened in here?!?" i heard Kyle yell. When i didnt answer he walked over to me. "Alex? What happened? Are you okay?" he asked bending down to where i was on the floor. 

I pointed toward my phone and i heard him pick it up. A couple of seconds later he was right by my side. He pulled my into his chest and rocked us back and forth. "Hey, its okay. Dont believe anything they say. They dont know anything." I started to sob even more. "I-I-I can-t-t f-find i-t-t" i whispered. He looked confused and worried. "Cant find what?" he asked still rocking us back and forth. I looked down at my feet. "I cant find my knife. I need my knife" i said quietly. I felt him stiffen under me. 

"NO YOU DONT ALEX! You're better than that. You dont need to cut. It breaks my heart when you do that. Alex.....I just got you back. I dont want to lose you again. And if you want to know where it is. We threw it out." he said. When i heard the last part i snapped. I quickly jumped out of his arms. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU THREW IT OUT?!!? THAT KNIFE WAS ALL I HAD. IT WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS. I need it" said sinking to my knees crying. 

I heard Kyle's foot steps walk over to me. He grabbed my chin and pulled my face up. "No you dont, and you have me now. It's okay. You dont need it" He whispered. He was so close that i could smell the kind of colone he was wearing and i could feel his minty breath on my face. I let his words sink in and i looked into his eyes and nodded. He smiled and looked at my lips then back up to my eyes. He did that one more time before i pulled his face towards mine. 

His soft lips met mine and it was like fireworks exploding. Sparks flew all throughout my body. I leaned in even closer and tangled my hands in his hair at the back of his neck. He grabbed my waist and tingles ran down my spine and through every bone in my body. I couldnt help, but notice how our bodies fit together perfectly.  It was like we couldnt pull away. Like this was meant to be happening. Like we needed each other. Like we were meant for each other 

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Srry that i was so late updating but i've been busy. i hope you guys liked this chapter and if you dont then srry. comment and voteee !!!! THXXXX  MY BEAUTIFUL LLAMAS <3