Random.Reality.Rants

R.R.R. #22

I just realized, after everything I've been through...I still thank God for everything.

No matter how painful, antagonizing things had been, He gave me something very precious.

For the longest time, I had been in that insecure phase where I continuously mask everything with the false feeling of confidence and security. I was never confident. I was never secured. At least on things that I truly want.

I didn't know myself that well. I still don't.

I thought of things before that were ideally meant to make me happy, make me whole. But then all this time, all I have ever wanted had been something so basic. So simple.

I just want someone who will genuinely care for me. Someone who will treat me like I am a big part of what makes him whole. Someone who will be there.

And that's what I got.

I got you...the answer to the prayer I never knew I've always wanted.

He's my little piece of miracle.

Before everything else fell apart in my life. Before I lost my father and everything I originally thought were my goals had been shattered, God gave him to me.

He gave me someone who will not only be my romantic partner, but my true and only friend.

And for that, I can't thank you enough.