To You, Who I May Never See

Solitude; The Cold and Lonely Tears

I don't you if you remember this, but I get terrified of storms. Only when I'm stressed or scared before the storm starts though. Ever since I lost you I've been afraid. Horrified. Always nervous. Always on edge. Seems like the world knows I'm in pain. Or maybe it's them.

Did i ever tell you about them? I have enemies you wouldn't believe. The Storm Queen, the Storm itself, and something else. It's this Gate. Remember when I told you I'd get you to a world where you'd never be hurt? I know where it is.

It's a world I've remembered since I was a child. I don't know how or when I ever went. But I know how to get back. The Gate is over my hometown. It's created by a mass sacrifice of lives. And that happened over 100 years ago now, a flood. The Great Dayton Flood. That's wasn't natural. Someone caused it in order to create that Gate. I only wish I knew who.

But who did it isn't important to me anymore. I want you to know I can get you there. Somehow I'm part of the Gate. And my sister is the other part. The one my parents lost. My would-be older sister. She's somehow in that other world, on the other side of that Gate. I don't know how I know this. But I know that we are the two halves of the Gate. There's just one way to open it. We both need to be at out sides of the Gate at the same time and use our powers to force or sides open. And I can do that! We have to sacrifice some of our strength to the Gate but once we do we can go to each other's world's.

The Gate lets me me something else too though. I can absorb the power from almost anything. I first have to identify a physical, an emotional, and a spiritual weakness of my target. Then i can take the half of the Gate in me and absorb he target's strength and power and everything. But it doesn't kill it. That's where I have to decide to put it out of it's misery or let it recover and live it's like. After a few months or pain.

The other world though. It's amazing. It's beautiful, perfect. Remember Magic Knight Rayearth? And Cephiro? It's kind of like that. Magic everywhere, bright and just open. No humans either. Humanoid of course, you'll have those no matter where you go. But no humans. And even when those inhumans get on your nerves, you can get away easily. Into the forests or the beaches or the lakes or... anywhere! But you can still be around people when you want to be. And there's these beautiful animals and creatures and everything.

But I can't go without you. So maybe I'll never go to my dream world. The storming will keep going on here. And the tears will keep falling from my eyes. The place I long to go is nothing without you. Then again so is this world. But at least here I have a chance.

I'll tell you everything one day. But this story of mine is a long one. I can't tell it all right now. Let's just say, I'm a fallen, silver, angelic bitch with a God complex, an army or two after her, an emperor of fire who wants to adopt her, and a portal to hell in her fire place. I'll tell you everything. I promise. But only when you promise to return the favor.