To You, Who I May Never See

Finale; To You, Who I Never Want To See

I don't need to tell you anything. I despise you. You lied and you cheated. And I've wanted to tell you off for months now. I want you to know you messed up. Just as a kind closing "Fuck you."

I know you lied to me. I know most of what came out of your mouth was lies. And I know you didn't care about me. You cared about yourself. I was your plan B. You wanted to cage me and keep me like a bird. I was a trophy, a doll on the shelf. And when I was tired of collecting dust while you played with your other dolls behind my back, I left.

When I left I walked away. My plastic frame became flesh and bone, I became a person again. I smiled and ran away from my cage as fast as I could with the wind of my freedom whipping through my hair. And I ran smack into the warmest embrace I've ever known. The only person I've truly loved.

I tormented myself too long for you and I hope one day you feel the pain I did. I'm not afraid of you. I don't feel bad for you. I hate you. Plain and simple. And I just want you to know that so I have some closure. I already know after this, you're never going to know what "love" is. You may use the word like a get out of jail free card, but life isn't going to stop fucking you over with your empty promises of love. In fact, your lies and deceptions will only make things worse. And I hope they do. I hope you suffer like no man, woman, child, animal, or being has ever suffered before. And I know from a very reliable source that Lucifer has a special little slice of hell set aside just for you.

In closing, to everyone else reading this, don't dwell where you're unhappy. Don't remain a caged animal tied to the word love. Love isn't a trap, it's a chain. Not a leash, nor a handcuff, but a chain that links together two people's hearts. One person does not hold the chain, it's distributed equally. If you feel like a caged animal, or a dog on a leash, then run. Open the cage, take off your collar, and run. Run until you fall in love. True love. Where you're happiest. And when you find it, don't let it go. You never truly can if it's true love.