Started with a Nightmare (Jeff The Killer fan fiction)

Chapter 8

A/N: I'm going to use '{ }' to show Jeff's....mind thing. You'll understand when you read it. Enjoy :D (sorry but ew just a warning now that this chapter is ewbutts)



Jeff's POV

I slammed the door and stormed out of the house. I had to get away from her. I had to clear my head.
{I don't get why you don't just kill her. She's not gonna remember anything, even if you do tell her, stupid.}
"Shut up." I mumble. The voice is back. The venom in my body that makes me this way. I've learned how to control myself and stop it from taking over mostly but sometimes....sometimes it's just too much.
{C'mon you know you want to. Just a simple swish and then she's over. Why do you even keep he around? A, a normal person. You don't need a normal person you just need me, isn't that right?}
"She's not normal! And I don't fucking need you!" I shouted.
{Oh don't be stupid. Of course you need me. I was the one that gave you that urge how many years ago? I don't care but I was the one that gave it to you and still do. Killing is your drug, admit it, you're addicted to it. Without me you're...you're just like anyone else! Just another normal freak! Just like her.}
"SHUT UP! JUST FUCKING SHUT UP! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!"
I searched for my knife, ready to kill this monster in my head but after that it was silent.
"Ugh. Damn it! Of course! Of course I left it there!"
Ha wow. I was seriously about to do that. But because....I don't have my knife because Kat. Realization struck me hard, I was about to kill myself but couldn't because of her.

I sighed to myself and walked around the misty grounds, hoping my head would clear up. For a while my thoughts wandered from this to that until they landed on Kat. How she's so....so lost. She wasn't like this before. She's changed so much but I don't even know how. She just seems on the edge. Careless. She doesn't worry about things yet let's everything get to her. Odd girl she is. Very odd indeed but that's what makes her her own self. What makes Katherine, Katherine.


I got back to the house about half an hour later I think. Maybe it was two hours, or four? I got so lost in thought that I just didn't keep track. I crept in, not making a sound. The knives were still scattered on the floor and Kat was no where in sight. I went over to pick up my good knife and observed it for a moment.
"Hm. You've gone dull." I mumbled, drawing out the 'L' sound making my tongue almost click. I placed it in my pocket and searched for Kat.

First place I checked was the bedroom. Bingo. She was curled up in a ball sleeping silently. She almost looked dead because she hardly moved, even when breathing. I didn't wake her up, instead I walked over to the small broken mirror and started picking up the shards. I noticed something in the corner of my eye, something bright red. I turned and saw His mark.
"What the...." I whispered. He's been here, recently too. It was drawn with blood. It was still bright so it had to have been new. I traced over the small circle and 'x' with my finger and checking out how much would come off. Not a whole lot but a fair amount to see that this was in fact recent.

I walked back over the the bed, carefully sitting myself down in the edge, making sure that the dull knife in my pockets wouldn't adjust the wrong way. I awkwardly tried shaking her awake.
"Katherine? Wake up. Kat, are you awake?" I whispered.
"Hrmfrm" She mumbled. I shook her a bit harder, making her jump instantly out of her slumber.
'Huh?! What? What's wrong?!" She gasped to herself when she saw me but then I'm guessing she remembered that I wasn't going to hurt her again. "Oh...uh h-hi Jeff. How long was I out? An-and what time is it?"
"Um I honestly don't know. I got back here a while ago." I shuffled back onto my feet.
"Oh." She said in an almost disappointed voice.
"Uh-um sorry...about what happened. I just can't control 'it' sometimes." I confessed. She gave me a faint smile.
"It's okay. I understand." She got up and sat on the edge of the bed, feet barely touching the floor.
Everything just felt so awkward and...and honest.
"And by the way. You should get ready. We're heading out soon." Her grin turned into a worried look.
"Wait...you were serious about that? I-I can't do that! That's-that's insane. You're just lying aren't you?" She shrieked. Her sudden change of emotions made me chuckle to myself.
"Heh. I don't lie Kat, well not to you that is. Never have and never will. Now c'mon. We gotta sharpen up some knives." I grinned. I left the room hearing faint whimpers.
'Hm. She'll be fine. She'll get used to it sooner or later' I thought as I heard her calling out my name.
This is gonna be a great night.


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OH MY GOD IM SORRY THIS CHAPTER SUCKS UGH JEFF'S POV IS WEIRD EWWW UGH. IT'S SO BAD AND SHORT AND UGH IM SORRY I JUST IDK. IT'S SO AWKWARD AND UNEVEN AND INCONSISTENT BAOXBAIFNIWDNAKKX
anywhales hi guys :3 I hope you're all semi enjoying the story so far! It's gonna get interesting soon I hope hehe
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