Onika
Instead of seeing Chris and the twins at my door I saw Meek.
But wheres my babies?
"Can I help you?" I sighed clearly annoyed by his presence.
"Lemme talk to you" and he brushed pasted me walking in.
I rolled my eyes.
"What is this?" He handed me a sealed envelope.
"Just open it" and I did so.
I read the piece of paper that was folded in there and it was a DNA test.
"Well you're the father" I tossed it back to him and it fell in his lap.
He furrowed his eyebrows, looking at it for himself.
Dumb ass.
"I hate you"
"Nic, I didn't know I thought it-"
"Naw nigga, you knew those results and came here just to rub that shit in my face"
"That envelope wasn't even open how was I suppose to know-"
"Meek he looks just like you, I don't even know why you tested that little boy" I shook my head.
He stood up, coming near me.
"Baby, I miss you" I looked at him.
"I miss you too" I sighed. "But that doesn't mean I'm going to take you back, now can you go please" I bit my lip.
"If you miss me you would come back to me and not push me away-"
"You hurt me-"
"And you don't think I'm hurtin right now?" He cut me off. "You won't even let me come near you let alone touch you"
"I fucked up, I get it! But a while back we was goin thru some things and now Papi here but-"
"But nothing you cheated on me back then and you're paying for it now.." I huffed. "I bet if I did what you did you would react the same why but instead you would've beat me the fuck up"
"I wouldn't put my hands on you Nic-"
"Yes you would, you did it before and I bet you'll do it again" I glared at him.
"Shit, maybe I would but that's only cause you're mine-"
"And you're mine but I guess that shit didn't matter to you because you went and gave someone else something that belongs to me!"
"I know and I'm sorry for the thousandth time!"
"Take ya shitty ass sorry and get out"
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"No" I said to Dre.
A few hours after Meek left Dre came barging in telling me how Meek been sad, this that and the third. He said he was getting on his nerves with all this complaining and whining and I should just take him back.
"Come on Nicki don't you think he learned his "lesson" already?"
"Are you dumb or retarded? You're overlooking this situation, he cheated on me Dre and had a whole nother' kid with someone else when I was suppose to have his kids first!"
"Man y'all both was trippin back then, I don't know what was it about it had to be bad cause that nigga was popping perks like candy and drinking and drinking and just drinking so you can't blame my mans for looking for some type of comfort"
"You don't get it do you?"
"Nah I get it Nic, you're hurt, angry and all that shit. At least put yourself in Meek shoes, what if you made a mistake when y'all was in a rough patch wouldn't you want forgiveness? Don't hold a grudge and he didn't even know he had another kid so you can't really blame him-"
"But-"
"Let me finish, I know all about that night because I was there, I know he's baby mom and all that bitch is sneaky she prolly did some shit but I couldn't even stop him cause I had to watch out for myself that night to and Meek a grown ass man he wasn't gonna listen to me anyway no matter how close we are, just think about it Nic.."
"Maybe you're right but I just can't get passed the fact that he has another child when I've been with his since I was 17 and I'm about to be 28, throughout all those years I've been faithful even when he was locked up, Meek is my first and only everything and still is, I haven't been with no one else but him so for him to go out and do me dirty was the worst thing he could ever do to me, I wouldn't say it broke me but he definitely hurt me on so many levels"
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Excuse any mistakes.
