Don't hate me..
Meek
"Naw man, I can't stay any longer-"
"Yes you can and you will!" Fah yelled. "5 years! 5 years! You've missed in your sons life-"
"I don't even know if that's my son or not!" I threw my arms up.
"You know damn well that's your son" she pointed a finger in my chest. "He's 5 Meek and this is his first time seeing you!"
"Lower your fuckin voice when talkin to me" I warned.
"You don't run shit Robert, I do!" She yelled again. "You've kept us a fucking secret for so long!.. You knew you had a son but ignored the fuck out of us, then you had the nerve to have babies with her accepting her babies but not mine! Our son" she had tears runnin down her face.
"Fah-"
"No don't touch me" she jerked away from me. "We don't have to be together, I don't want to be together and I don't wanna ruin your marriage but I just want you to be in your sons life" she explained. "Every since he found out that your suppose to have a mom and a dad his been asking for you every fucking day.." She didn't get to finish cause she just started sobbin into my arm.
I awkwardly rubbed her back tryin to comfort her.
I sighed, shakin my head to myself. I don't know how the fuck I'm a explain this shit to Nic without losin her.
I already know she gone leave me after I tell her this shit man.
Yea I cheated once a while back but I was fucked up and we wasn't on good terms but that ain't reason to do what the fuck I did.
I gotta fix this, but how? I know I fucked up real fuckin bad but that ain't nobody fault but my own.
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"Meek?!" Nic answered the phone on the first ring.
"Come open the door" I hung up sighing looking down at Papi.
A few seconds later the door quickly opened revealing a red nosed Nic, she had bags under her eyes and her hair was every where.
My baby looked rough and it made me feel back cause I did that to her.
"Rihmeek-" she looked down at Papi who was starin up at her.
"Who's this?" She looked at me then back at Papi with a small smile on her face.
Awl man.
"You gone let me in or what?" I ask chuckling.
"Oh yeah!"
Soon as I stepped in the door Nic jumped on me pressing her lips on me.
I pecked her lips a few times before puttin her down.
"I gotta talk to you.."
"Yea, you have a lot of explaining to do" she said.
Awl man.
"Where the twins?" I asked.
"With my mom"
I sat down on the couch and Papi sat beside me gettin comfortable. I'm surprised he didn't say a word.
But in the car he was talkin mad shit.
"Meek"
"Huh?"
"Talk" now she got a attitude.
"I'm not even gone sugar coat this-" I inhaled. "This my son" I pointed to Papi who was just lookin around not payin us no mind.
"Yea okay" she laughed and I kept a straight face. "Laugh with me"
"I'm dead ass"
"Meek, tell me your joking.." Her voice cracked.
"I really wish I fuckin could yo"
"How old?"
"5"
"Get out"
"Nic-"
"Get the fuck out!" She yelled standin up,With tears runnin down her face.
"I didn't mean for this shit to happen!"
"Rihmeek leave!" I licked my lips.
I was gonna try and tell her what the fuck happened but she not in the right state right now so I'm a come later.
"I love you Nic" she scoffed.
"Go tell that shit to that bitch you were fucking with"
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Told y'all I had a writers block.
Love y'all :p
-A
