finding rose

finding rose (chapter 17)

Finding rose (Chapter 17 )

(UN-EDITED)

I was now currently sitting down on the couch bored out of my mind. It was now currently around 7 30 and that means that It has been around eleven hours since I decided that I wasn't going to sleep.

It seamed as if time couldn't move fast enough and every second felt as if five minutes had passed. I was still not letting any one near me, not even my parents. And as for My 'mate' he has been sitting across the room staring at me this whole time. Creeper much?

I knew that I would have to put my guard down some time but I wasn't going to stop so soon. I could all ready feel the sleepiness wearing down on me making my strength windle.

I didn't still technically have my bubble up I put that down about five hours back with out any one noticing; but I was still on my guard. my eyes were starting to droop by now and I don't know how much more I can take of the whole not sleeping thing. I need a major wake up call.

hello coffee. I closed my eyes and imagined a white steaming hot mug filled with coffee in my hands. as I was sipping the coffee I glanced up. Damien was staring intensely at me. I sent him a big grin and he returned it with a defeated sad moping face that nearly crushed my heart. I wanted nothing more that to bring him close to me and wrap my arms around his neck and then crash my lips against his to make that sad longing look go away.

but I was scared. I was scared that he was going to make me fall asleep or just do something to bring me to the vampire kingdom. I glanced up again and I swear if vampires could cry, he would be. if only I knew wh-..... oh! I can read what he is thinking! I forgot!

focusing on his face and staring at his sad look I started to hear the things that he was thinking; and if I thought the sad look crushed my heart, than this would kill me.

-I'm never going to get to hold my little rose in my arms again....

- it's pretty clear now that she's not giving up and she is not going to fall asleep.

-my father was right, she would never come easily to me; and her new found powers was not my plan.

-she is never going to come.

-if I don't find and mate some one in a week; the kingdom is going to fall apart.

-And it's pretty clear that she is not going to come willingly to me for a long time.

-all that I've wanted for as long as I can remember was to have a mate who loved me just as much as I would love her. To have someone to hold at night, and to keep me happy.

-is that too much to ask for?

-did I do something wrong....?

-I don't know...but if I don't mate her soon the vampire kingdom is at state as well as the entire vampire race.

I pulled away and started breathing heavily. 'Lives of people are being placed in my hands' kept running through my mind like a tape recorder stuck in replay. I have 2 choices. Go with my so called "mate" to his "home"

Or I could keep resisting until I finally fall asleep and be dragged to their world.....hmmmmm....

I choose the 2nd one.

"Stubborn." A little voice in my head spoke out.

"What the heck was that!" I screamed.

"Hi I'm.....-"

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