finding rose

finding rose (chapter 8)

awesome! you guys made the goal! and past it!!!! 73!!!! well here you go!!! by the way it is 1: 46 in the morning.....so hope you guys like it!!!! chapter 8 of finding rose!!!

~twilightsgirl

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I kept running. at some point I broke a heal, and had to take my louboutin first edition shoes off...(which by the way costed like $500!!!

I cried off 2 pounds to get those shoes!!!) then; it started to rain.

so there I am walking in the rain, heals in hand, make up runny and smeared. and probably, my dress....was see-through. the whole way to my house I was hoping and praying that no one would see me. but the oddest thing was, I felt like I was being followed....but every time I'd turn around no one would be there.

so add girl running like the road runner (in the DARK!!!!) to the equation and you probably have what looks like some phyco crazy woman.

once I finally reached my house none of the nights were on; signaling, that none of my parents were home; they never were. there always gone doing I don't know what, I never see them, I'm basically who I am today because of max. he's the one that was always there for me from the beginning.... I guess not any more...

but when my parents suddenly started to have to be gone for a long time i'de spend the night or nights at Max's house. his mom is typically like my replacement mom since mine was never there for me, sad I know. I mean his mom was even there for me when I had my first....well.... "code RED." I celebrated 14 birthdays with max and his mom. they were like family...I just can't believe max would do that to me...

FLASHBACK: I was just turning 3 in a couple of weeks. me and mommy decided to go to the park. (which was my favorite place only being 2 1/2 )

I decided to go play on the se-saw's but no one was there so I just sat there on one end staring off into space, off in my own little toddler world, when suddenly the se saw starts to move. I look over to the other end and see a boy with dark chestnut hair and mesmerizing hazel-blue eyes. he pushed off the ground him going up and me going down. and so I pushed off him going down I going up. we kept playing on the se-saw for a good 20 mins before we started to really talk. I remember my toddler self looking up and meeting eyes with his "hi. I'm max. " "I'm rose." I said with a smile. "your really pretty." he said then looked away blushing. "thank- ou." I said and blushed. by there on after the moment in the sand box where he decided to plant one on me; we became forever best friends. we were inseparable....

~END OF FLASH BACK~

until now.

I walk In the front door and stumble my way up the stairs finding my way to my bedroom, I peel off my wet clothes and get into my fave sweat shirt and baggy grey sweat pants and then climb in bed. that night I cried my self to sleep sobbing a few times. he was really all I had left. he was my rock. I replayed the scenes through my head of that night; the pain that it all brought me was intoxicating making it hard to breathe. I think I finally fell asleep somewhere around 4 in the morning. give or take a few mins.

all I know is that part of me died that night. leaving a dark and broken part of my heart, I knew before I fell to sleep that night, that I would never be the same, and I would never trust a man In my life again. and I would never, ever, love again. because I believe now that love was created by the devil. it Loures you in, then once it has you. it breaks you. and turns a part of your heart dark and cold. just to touchier you.

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sorry! it's short! thanks so much for all the reads!!!! here is your guys goal for me to upload the next chapter!!!!

8 comments, 12 votes. I know you guys can do it if you really want it!!!! oh and by the way! when I'm writing this story, I feel every thing that rose feels because I get so into the character that I'm writing about so when in writing; like what I just wrote, I feel like a part of me broke. that and the fact that I'm an actor and I get really into characters really well.....well byeeeee! try and reach your goal!!!!! i wish you guys the best of luck!

~twilightsgirl