We Found Love(A Connor Franta FanFiction)

Chapter 33

I awoken with a text from Joey.

-hello! :)

I quickly replied

~ hii :)

- come hang out with me! we can go to whole foods to get smoothieanyas

~only because your my best friend and I loooove you!

-yaaaay! I'll pick you up in 30 minutes?

I checked the time on my phone.

9:36 am

~ok! see you soon :P

"Connor." I said shaking his sleeping body.

He just moaned.

"It's too early" he perched up.

"I know but I'm going to hang out with Joey today"

"Ok baby" he said wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me back attacking me with kisses.

"I have to get ready babe!" I giggled.

"No you don't" he said pushing it off.

"Con!" I breathed out between breaths.

He tickled me, attacking me with kisses.

"I hate you" I said making a pouty face.

He began to fake cry.

"I'm just kidding I love you so much." I said kissing his cheek.

"Now I have to get ready!" I said jumping off the bed before he could pull me back down.

I grabbed my purple towel and washcloth and ran into the bathroom locking the door so Connor couldn't get in. I stripped my clothing and stepped into the shower, turning on the faucet handles.

The warm water trickled down my body and dripped down my skin.

I seen my razor.

Why would I even try at the moment?

I have a fine life.

I'm not being bullied or anything.

I don't know why I would try.

But I did.

I missed the pain.

I picked up the razor and dragged it across the skin of my wrist.

The blade cutting through my skin.

The blood fell from my arm.

I stopped.

I put my wrist under the cold water to clean the cut and continue my shower.

So many thoughts rushed through my mind.

I really do miss my family.

Especially my mother.

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After my shower I dried off and got changed in my grey crewneck that had black hearts printed on it. I also put on my black leggings and black combat boots.

I grabbed my black oversized bag with golden studs at the bottom and threw my wallet, phone, and sunglasses in.

I applied my mascara and eyeliner.

I texted Joey.

~Hii I'm ready!

-ill leave now =D

~kk



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A/N: so sorry I didn't update on Friday or Saturday or Sunday or Thursday.
Thursday I was at my local carnival
Friday I was at my local carnival and my friend slept over my house
Saturday I slept over my friends house and I got back home on Sunday a like 6pm

And i too lazy to write more and i needed to update so here you go.

Thanks for everything ily guys so much!

May the odds be ever in your favor, gooooooodbye (until next chapter hehehe)