you knew it wasn't meant to last. You knew it, lauren knew it, everyone knew it. In what world could a relationship between a celebrity and a fan never last? Not this one, that's for sure
If this was a normal breakup, you would most likely be crying and begging for her to let you stay. She would be trying to explain how it wasn't you, but her. That wasn't the case this time
You were gathering all the clothes and everything else that had been left at her overtime and she was leaning against the wall observing
"Is that everything?" She asked as you stopped moving around
"I think so" you shoved a few more items into your bag before zipping it up and walking into the living room. Lauren followed close behind you
"I love you so much Y/N" lauren announced as you were reaching for the door know
You turned around to face her, offering her a small smile
"I love you too lauren" you said honestly
It was true, you loved her and she loved you. The relationship just wasn't meant to be.
You were unable to adjust to her celebrity lifestyle, and she had hard time remembering that you weren't used to the way things worked in Hollywood
The problem was that you weren't it for each other. When lauren annoounced the break up, the media instantly assumed it was because you had just been experimenting with each other
This was lauren's first real relationship with another girl, so naturally everyone thought that was the reason for the split
As much as you loved her, you couldn't bring yourself to see a future with her in it.
You wanted to settle down and start a family, but her career wouldn't allow that
She had recently achieved the status of being an international girl group, and that was her main focus right now. In a way, you were thankful for it. It gave you an easy out with no one getting hurt
"Before you go, can we just kiss one last time?" Lauren asked cautiously
You didn't even have to think about it, you just leaned in and kissed her. It wasn't done to try and salvage the relationship
You knew that she only asked so it could be added to her list of memories with you. Besides, what kind of break up would it be without a last kiss?
"Maybe you could call me sometime" she suggested after breaking apart
"Of course" you agreed
On the inside though, you knew you would never call her. She probably knew as well, but it just seemed like the right thing to do
With one last smile, you walked out of the apartement and lauren's life. But you weren't sad. You both har a life to live, and letting each other go was the first step in moving on
