I'm Just The Nanny (Harry Styles)

Goodnight Kisses

the last gif of sam was Barbara Plavin but I invasion Sam to be Taylor Hill I accidentally added that gif. MY BAD...Sam is the girl in the gif up top^

It was 1:30 when I heard the a car pull up to the house. The kids and I had played games, made homemade pizza, watched a movie, read some books and then they went to sleep. For the remainder of the evening I had texted Lucy, watched a horror movie, and scrolled through tumblr. When the door opened I turned the TV off. 

"Melanie your behavior was atrocious! You were a bitch tonight! To everyone!" I heard Harry scream.

"IT WAS MY FUCKING FASHION SHOW AND THAT MODEL HAD THE NERVE TO RUIN IT." I heard the evil queen scream. 

"MELANIE! SHE FUCKING FAINTED BECAUSE THE BLOODY CLOTHING WAS TOO HOT!" Harry shouted at her. 

"SHE SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN OVER IT. I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE STAR." Melanie yelled back. 

"YOU'RE FUCKING MENTAL." Harry screamed. I was worried that the kids would wake up but then I remembered how their bedrooms were in a completely separate wing of the household.

Melanie groaned and stomped up the staircase. As if trying to ruin my life, my phone began to ring. It was Lucy. I fumbled to turn it on silent but it was no use.

"Sam?" Harry said into the dark living room.

"Fuck." I whispered. I heard his footsteps coming closer. The light flickered on. 

"Why are you sitting here in the dark?" He asked.

"I turned off the TV when you guys came in but you were having an argument so I didn't want to move so I just kinda sat here but then my best friend called." I explained, getting up from the couch and slipping my flip flops on. 

"I'll drive you home." Harry said. 

I quickly tapped my address in to the nav system. We pulled out of the driveway and drove in the darkness for a couple minutes before he said something.

"I know you think I should divorce her." Harry finally said into the silence. I looked at him.

"I have no position telling you how to live your life. I am in no position to judge." I said blankly. What else could I say? 

"You're right. I should. I know she's cheating on me. She has been since after Darcy was born." He went on. 

"Harry you don't have to explain this too me." I tried, but he continued.

"It's not that the sex wasn't good. It was good. I just didn't want to have it with her as much. She didn't turn me on anymore. I didn't love her. It felt wrong." He confessed. I looked at him through the dark. 

"I'm sorry that was inappropriate of me. I'm sorry." He said, rubbing a hand over his chin. 

"It's ok, Harry. Go on." I said. No one'd ever been this open and honest with me since the crash. It felt real. 

"I can't divorce her because of the kids. She gave me them and they are my sun and stars. They are my universe. So I love her for that. I can't divorce her because they need their mum." He said. We pulled into my driveway. "I so frequently ask myself why I couldn't have found someone more like you." He said, finally meeting my eyes. I looked away. 

"Sam, about the whole 'goodnight kiss' thing with Jake-"

"Oh it's ok I completely understand it's fine I didn't take it the wrong way." I cut him off. 

Harry looked at me and smiled and without warning, he crashed his lips into mine. His felt the same as they had at the beginning of the night, but now, they felt lustful. He pulled me into him and put his hand on my cheek. I unbuckled my belt and moved closer to him, entangling my hands in his hair. He pulled away, his forehead rested on mine. My breathing was heavy.

"That's your real goodnight kiss." He whispered. He gingerly kissed my forehead. "Goodnight Sam." 

"Goodnight Harry."