YoonMin || Save Me [Completed]

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"Hyung." I looked at him as he look back at me with a smile on his face.

"What date is today? Well... I was just asking in case you didn't know, then maybe I'm right when I tell you I'm not stupid." I released a small chuckle before shifting into a more comfortable position.

"It's May 27. Time flew so fast, doesn't it? I didn't even notice." I paused.

"Oh, I remember! I got a lot of things to tell you so just listen to me, okay? You're too lazy to talk, I know so just listen because this would be long. Kidding... I'm just gonna tell you something important." I smiled and looking at him smiling makes me smile even more.

"I miss you." I paused just when I thought I'm about to cry again.

"There were things I've never told you before and I'm sorry if it took me so long but- I wanted to thank you for everything." I stared at him.

"Thank you for being there in my ups and downs, thank you because even though you always make me cry..." I chuckled.

"Well, I know you never intended to but yeah. You make me cry and makes me happy as well. It's like you're the cold that makes me shiver but the blanket that provides me warmth at the same time."

"There are a lot of reasons for me to hate you but I didn't because I fell for you. I started to love and accept you for who you are and that's kinda fair since you did the same thing."

"I love you, hyung. That doesn't change up until now." I tried pulling my tears back but they just shamelessly rolled down my cheeks 'till they reach the edge of my chin and fell.

I looked at his smiling face once again before putting the picture frame back to its place.

"Hyung, my mind tells me to move on but my heart tells me not to. I don't know what to do. I just wanna go back, embrace you once again, kiss you, be in your arms... and love you over and over again." I felt my chest tightened.

The fact that it's never gonna happen ever again pierce me.

"I'm still stucked, hyung. I don't know how to keep moving forward now that you're not with me anymore."

"Hyung, please hold on. Please..."

"Jimin."

"Hyung, I'm begging you..."

"Please find someone who'll love you as much as I do."

"What are you talking about?! No one's gonna love me as much as you do, Min Yoongi. You're not gonna die! You're not going to leave me like this..."

"Please be happy. Be happy for me."

"I can't be happy without you. I can't..."

"I love... you."

I buried my face on my knees, crying hopelessly in front of his grave.

It's been two years, hyung. Two years without you and I still don't know how to be happy without you here with me.

"The only way to keep moving forward without him is to let him go, Jimin." I got up and wiped my tears with my palm when I heard Hoseok hyung's voice from behind.

He then, sat beside me tapping me slightly in the shoulder.

"Yoongi-ah. Jimin went missing again so I looked for him here and I was right. I'm sorry for disturbing you two." He smiled.

"Don't worry, I'm taking care of him. I'm making sure he eats on time, fine, breathing, safe and alive. You don't have to worry, okay? Jimin's strong."

"Hoseok hyung..."

"I'm willing to help him move forward, Yoongi. Trust me, I won't leave him in the middle." Hoseok hyung then looked at me with a warm smile plastered on his lips.

"Please find someone who'll love you as much as I do."

"I'm willing to wait."

Hoseok hyung patted my head before getting up to leave.

"Please be happy. Be happy for me."

Someday, hyung. I will...

"Whatever happens, promise me to remember how much I love you."

I nodded.

"I promise hyung... I promise."