YoonMin || Save Me [Completed]

Even

"I know this sounds silly but I really wonder what's inside your heart."

"Inside my heart?"

"Yes, inside your heart."

Back then, I never really knew the answer. I sometimes feel fine but most of the time, I feel empty. It seemed to me like something's missing and I don't even know what it was.

"A void."

...indeed, a void-

But you came and dared to enter. You stayed, slowly filling in between the gap and spaces with your own existence until I finally don't feel empty anymore. You completed me.

"Do you promise not to skip meal ever again?"

"Fine, I do. Can I kiss the bride already?"

"Hyung!"

"I was just kidding."

"Oh god."

I'm afraid.

I'm afraid to go back and feel the same, old emptiness again. Now that I've tasted what being complete feels like, I don't ever wanna go back and have a glimpse of how miserable I was back then. Without someone to make me smile, cheer me up, without someone to stay by my side and embrace me with his sincere, warm comfort.

He stayed when everyone else had left me, he remained when everyone else disappeared. He became my friend, my buddy, my bestfriend.

He became someone special I couldn't afford to lose.

Living my whole life with doctors, psychiatrists and medicines is like living half-dead. It wasn't even helping.

Until one day, I just woke up and realized that I don't need those. I don't need someone to give me bunch of advices when I don't even understand a thing. I don't need medicines to make me feel better and I don't need people to tell me that they are my friend where in fact, they're just pitying over me. You know what I really need? A reason to keep going. I need someone to fight with me.

I need Jimin.

"Yoongi hyung..."

And Jimin alone.