YoonMin || Save Me [Completed]

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I hate seeing those tears. I've never wanted any of these.

I've only wished for you to happen, I've only wanted you in my life. I've only wanted you, me, us.

It wasn't supposed to end this way. It wasn't supposed to be like this.

Remember when I used to tell you "Everything's gonna be fine." I keep on making myself believe the same thing too but no. I know it's never gonna be fine.

It's never gonna be fine even if I want to.

Remember when I promised "Whatever happens, I'll do everything to protect you." I'm sorry if I have to keep my promise this way, I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry if it must have to be like this and I'm sorry for letting you go.

I miss you.

Your touch, your kiss, your warmth, your comfort, your eyes. Everything about you, Jimin. I miss everything about you.

Remember when we used to say we'll fight together 'till the end? You've already reached this far, Jimin. It's time for you to take a rest, it's time for you to have a break...

And it's time for me to keep going.

Listen. It doesn't change the fact that I love you but I would rather suffer alone than get you into this shit.

Suga is getting stronger, Yoongi's getting weak. I'm afraid if- if he wins over me, he'll hurt you. I would rather kill him and die than hurt you with my own hands. I used to ask myself, if Suga can be stronger... why can't Yoongi?

I spent those years looking for answers. I've ran too far, I reached my limits. I almost give everything and nothing seems to work. Until I got tired of fighting, I got tired of trying. If someone wins, someone loses.

But if I lose, I knew I fought so hard to reach this far. I was strong and determined to fight just then I learned to accept the truth.

I think it's okay to lose, it's not always about winning.

I love you.

And I want you to promise me that whatever happens, remember that I will always love you.

Promise me, Jimin. Promise me.