"Isabella! Isabella, anak nasan ka na ba?"
"B-baby, sorry na. Magpakita ka na kay Mommy please. Mommy's sorry, baby. Mommy loves you so m-much!" Piyok kong sabi sa huli. Nagsimula nanaman akong humagulgol.
Hindi ko kaya, hindi ko kaya na wala si Isabella.
She's my life now and the moment I realized that she's gone, my world had stop.
I never want her to enter my life, my world, not realizing that from the very start, since the day I carry her in my womb, the day I heard her first cry she became my world.
I pretended not to care about her but my heart knows that despite all the anger I have, I love her.
" Mommy." Napatayo agad ako sa kinasasadlakan ko ng marinig ang tinig na yon.
" Isabella? Luna Isabella, sweettie nasan ka?" Ani ko sa nanginginig na tinig.
Nakita ko ang napakaamong mukha niya. Tinakbo ko ang pagitan namin at hinagkan siya ng sobrang higpit pagkatapos ay hinalikan ko ang magkabilang pisngi ni Isabella.
"You okay? May masakit ba sayo, baby?" Tanong kong natataranta habang siya'y nakatitig sakin habang pumapatak ang ilang butil ng luha.
"Hush now, okay? Please answer mommy, Isabella. "
Kumawala siya sa aking yakap at humakbang paatras.
"No.... Where are you going? Come on, let's go home" wika ko habang humahakbang papalapit at siya naman papalayo.
She smiled at me then..
" I hope you'll be happy now, 'my" she said.. Unti unti na siyang nawawala kasama ang liwanag.
" I wont be happy if you'll leave me, baby please!" Hagulgol ko pero isang tipid na ngiti lang ang ibinigay sakin ng anak ko bago tuluyang nawala.
" Isabellaaaaaaaaaaaa!..."
"Bab-y.."
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I am an amateaur writter so don't expect too much. This is also not edited so expect it to have wrong grammars and wrong spellings .
I don't have a perfect grammar so bear with me, guys. Comments will be much appreciated but please make sure that it is rational.
:) enjoy
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My Unwanted Child
General FictionI got pregnant at an early age and I can't accept the fact that my dreams and future will change because of this 'thing'. I've been the worst mother to her, I've never wanted her, I hate to see her and because of that she never experienced being lov...
