I walked home the next day, with no one to talk to. No one to laugh with. I miss hanging with Peeta. I miss his smile. I miss everything about him.
Lately, I've been depressed. I don't know how I feel so I listen to depressing songs, and I eat... A lot. If only he'd come talk to me everything would be okay.
Once I get to the doorstep of my house, I see Peeta walking along the sidewalk, crying. I can't help but cry. His crying hurts me.
"Peeta?" I whisper through tears.
He looks up at me then starts running. I watch as he keeps looking back at me to make sure I'm not coming.
I sit down with my back against the door and I bury my head down in my knees. He must've saw me because he came and sat beside me. "It's boring now, isn't it?"
I look at him, "I'm still in love with you, Peeta."
He nods slowly. "Do you still.. Love me?" I ask.
"I don't know what love is anymore," Peeta cries.
"Well, you can't stay mad at me forever."
He shakes his head, "Why not?"
"Because they were telling you lies."
We sat in silence for about five minutes. I broke the silence by humming one of the songs I was listening to. He looks at me the whole time.
"Can you sing to me?" He asks after I get done humming the song.
I nod and start playing a guitar and sang the song I was humming:
"You and I were like
Fireworks and symphonies
Exploding in the sky.
With you, I'm alive.
Like all the missing
Pieces of my heart
They finally collide.
So stop time right
Here in the moonlight
Cause I don't ever
Wanna close my eyes.
Without you, I feel
Broke like I'm half
Of a whole. Without
You I've got no hand to
Hold. Without you, I
Feel torn like a sail
In a storm. Without
You, I'm just a sad
Song. I'm just a
Sad song.
With you, I fall.
It's like I'm leaving
My all my past in
Silhouettes up on
A wall. With you,
I'm a beautiful mess.
It's like we're standing
Hand in hand with
All our fears
Up on the edge.
So stop time right
Here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna
Close my eyes. Without
You, I feel broke like I'm half
Of a whole. Without you, I've
Got no hand to hold.
Without you,
I feel torn, like a sail in
A storm. Without you,
I'm just a sad song.
You're the perfect melody
The only harmony I
Wanna hear. You're
My favorite part of me.
With you standing next
To me I've got nothing
To fear.
Without you, i
Feel broke, like
I'm half of a whole. Without
You, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got
No hand to hold. Without
You, I feel torn like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I feel like a sad song.
I'm just a sad song."
I sing softly for him.
"I think I do love you, Kat," He whispers
"I love you, too" i tell him.
