Ever felt so alone that it all just makes sense?
It makes sense as to why they say the things they do.
Why they do what they do.
Why they dont like you..
Ever tried so hard to be something your not?
Tried so hard to be liked.
Changed the way you act..
They way you speak..
What you wear.
How you fix your hair everyday..
Ever Cried your self to sleep?
Cause your not good enough..
Cause he doesnt even know you exist..
Cause of the hurtful things they've said..
And done..
Maybe you did something..
But no...
You cant remember doing anything wrong..
Because you didnt..
And half of you relized this already..
But the other half of you...
Not so much..
Even though you cant remember it..
You know you did something..
Atleast you think you know.
And thats all you think about..
You begin to go insane..
Wishing it would all end..
Then you..
Begin making the first cuts..
There not that bad at first..
Maybe a couple..
But the urges grow stronger...
Using anything you can...
to harm yourself
knifes..
needles..
razors..
Anything...
just to cut your skin...
By now...
Your slowly being overwhelmed by depression..
Cuts covering every single unvisable inch of your body.
Thoughts of death..
Suicide..
But you begin to relize..
The way your thinking..
Your not the only one,
There are others like you..
Feeling like the only way out it...
indeed death..
But what about..
Your friends and family..
Wouldnt they miss you?
Hm?
Yeah..
Think about that..
Still wanna commit suicide?
Then listen to me..
Ive been there..
It gets better.
It really does.
I know it sounds cliche..
But im serious.
It gets better.
It did for me.
It will for you..
Everyday Im still called things..
"Emo"
"Wrist-sliter"
"Slut"
"Gay"
and..
You know what I hear?
"You like girls"
"God, your such a slut!"
"Kill yourself."
and I also hear
"Stay strong" (Compliments of @smilecuzisaidso)
"Things get better"
"If you belive them I'll slap you" Oh Tophe.. :)
But seriously..
If you havent paid any attention to anything Ive said so far..
Pay attention to this.
You are fucking perfect.
Fuck what any one else says. You. Are fucking perfect!
