Somedays depression hits worse than usual. Like you dony even know what to do with yourself. You want so bad to end it all... And the worst thing is when someone asks what it is or what its like. Depression isn't really something you can explain. It happens to some people and they just cant control it. No matter what. Its still there. Most days you can mask it.. Others. Well.. Not so much... It sowly kills you. Eating away at your happiness. Trying to make you think your not important. And well, you just have to belive yourself. Because your the only person you can trust anymore. Everyone else has just turned against you. They're all out to get you. "Don't listen to them, there only lying. They dont care about you. They never did. They never will." Leaving you with that same, familliar feeling inside. That empty feeling that comes with depression. The one that you can't control, or hide, or help or even make go away. You just have to live with it.
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I wrote this awhile, but not to long ago, back.. I didnt feel it was good or important or worth anything so I didnt post it before.. But Maybe it'll help. If anyone needs to talk about anything Im here.
