"Ugh, I dont wanna pretend that I'm something else. I just hope that you listen or someone helps. There were days that I contemplated suicide.. so I do this crap just to get me by... I dont mean to make out that my head is big, but you gotta understand that I'm still a kid.. It's tough cause I'm growing up infront of all of you, and I'm bound to experience a fall or two.. But thats life, Yeah I accept that. Trying to please everyone I regret that. I don't know why but I take it personally, The one person on Earth I should worry about is me. With my girl they say I got a ball in chain, but besides her it seems like there all the same. And the ones before her, your all to blame. Forget the player, Forget the game.
I'm stuck in this. I cant turn back. I see myself, and I'm staring back. Its like the whole worlds moving and I'm standing still. But life goes on, yeah I know it will. I know it will. I know it will."
