The Phone Call

Chapter 8

Lauren's POV

I was so ready to get off this plane. I was worried to death about my sweet Mason. I couldn't imagine my life without him. I realized the plane was landing. As soon as I stepped out I was ushered into a car that Niall had there to pick me up. Once I arrived at the hotel, I hurried into the elevator and clicked the floor number. I rushed to the hotel door and knocked. Liam answered the door.

"Lauren! You are back!" He screamed and pulled me into a hug.

"Hi Liam, where is Niall?" I asked.

"He is in his room, he has a -" I cut him off. I dropped my bags and ran into his room. I opened the door to find Niall asleep on the bed with a baby laid out on his chest. Mason.

"Niall?" I whispered. He started to move and realized I was standing there.

"Lauren! You are back." Niall screamed coming to give me a hug.

"I was calling you to tell you that Mason had been released from the hospital, but you cut me off at Mason and said you were on your way. " Niall smirked.

"Sorry, I was just worried. Mason is my everything, I couldn't imagine not having him in my life." I said. Niall handed me Mason and leaned down and kissed my forehead.

"Finally my family is together." Niall smiled.

"Niall just because Mason is out of the hospital does not mean I am ready for a relationship." I spatted. Niall sighed, "I figured you would say that. Why aren't you ready for a relationship? Has some asshole broke your heart? What has happened to cause you not to want a relationship?" He started to yell.

"I just don't want to get hurt." I spatted. At this time Louis came in and grabbed Mason from me ad headed out.

"Why? Why are you afraid you are gonna get hurt? I'm not gonna hurt you!" Niall screamed.

"How do I know that? I barely fucking know you! You barely know me! You have no clue what all the shit I've been through! I've never been in a relationship before!! Never, I don't know what it feels like to be loved! Damn it my parents never was there to love me like they should have! That kiss we had? Yeah well that was my first sober kiss! Yes sober! I used to go party with college kids on weekends, I would get fucking drunk and end up making out with some college guys. Not once did any of them want to be in a relationship with me! I was just their toy!" I screamed.

"I could love you! But damn it Lauren I can't knock down the fucking walls that you have built around you! I want to love you, I want to protect you! I want to be there for you! I do but I can't if you won't let me!" Niall yelled.

"I have trust issues Niall, I always have! You have no clue what it feels like to feel alone! I have nobody! I've only ever had Maddie, and now she is no longer with me! I'm scared Niall! I'm scared!" I yelled. Before I knew it I was in Niall's arms, crying in his chest. He just held me rubbing my back.

"You have Me, you have Jay, Mark, Harry, Louis, Liam, and Zayn who will always be here for you. We want to love you and protect you. " he whispered in my ear.

"Niall.. I.. Want.. This.. " I sobbed.

"Then you have this." He smiled. I looked up at his big blue eyes, he took his thumbs and run the tears away.

"How long has it been since Mason has had a bottle?" I ask Niall coping from what just happened.

"It's been a couple of hours. He is probably ready for one." Niall sighed. I started to walk pit the door and Niall stopped me. "I want to take you and Mason out to dinner, but first I want me and you to go get stuff for Mason." he said. I nodded and walked out. I grabbed a bottle and heated the water I then put the powder in the bottle and shook it up. I tested it on my skin to make sure it wasn't too hot for Mason. It was fine, I walked over and grabbed Mason out of Louis's arms and cradled him while giving him his bottle. After every 2 oz I have to burp him. I set him on my knee and softly pay his back till he finally burps, a little bit of spit up came up but I just cleaned it up and continued feeding him. Once he was done Zayn took him. Zayn started to rock Mason and was singing to him. Shortly after Zayn started to sing Mason had fell asleep.