Maybe she loves me , Maybe she doesnt

It can't be true

Riker pov

I didn't know what to think . Does she not love me ? Am I making her life that bad that she wants to kill herself ? What .... I thought she loved me . I gave up so much just for her , and this is how she pays me back by wanting to kill herself . No

" you don't love me ....." I mumbled

" I do love you Riker why do you ask that ?" She asked like it had nothing to do with this topic

" then why do you want to die ? Am I making your life that bad ?"

I could see tears building up in her eyes

" this has nothing to do with us ! Nor about love ... Well half of it is love but not from you !"

Tears were coming down her Rosie cheeks

" then ? What's it about !? Do you still have feeling for Cody ?!" I slightly yelled

" NO ! You know what I thought you were different but no ! Your the same as every other guy I've dated ! I trusted you , I gave you all my love . But you don't understand my life ..." She walked out in tears .

I stood in the room for a while . Thinking if the conversation we just had. I think she was going to tell me what it was about . My thoughts got carried away . Oh no , what have I done ?

I hear a knock on the door I relied "it's open " and the maid comes in rushing and has a panicked face . She hands me magazines . It has me and Alice all over the covers . Pictures of last night . How ?

" ITS ALL OVER THE TV TOO " she was yelling as she turned on the tv

There's videos of me and Alice kissing from last night. How did they ... I thought for a moment then realized that Alice left the window Iowan an didn't put she curtain on

"Crap" I mumbled

"Are you going to explain this to me?" She asked with anger

"Well .... " I didn't know how to reply . She just looked at me with a frown

"I'm ashamed in you Mr. Lynch , the masters will also be " there was a moment of silence after she spoke

I though for a moment then rushed out the door . I had to find Alice , then my phone rang

"Hello?" I asked catching my breath

" hey sweetie , I have news !"

" mom ? " I asked

" yes honey ! We're going to Aussie! We'll be there in 4 days time "

" umm yeah ok mom I have to go bye ! " I hung up the phone before she could say bye . I need to find Alice

Were could she be !? I though for a minute then made my way downstairs . While I was coming down the stairs I heard music playing , Alice ! It must be , I followed the sound of a piano playing . I finally reached a door that was fall opened . Jeff was playing the piano while Alice sat on top of it .

Alice pov

Me and Jeff were singing a song that I loved . I was sitting on the piano while he played

"This is a story that I have never told

I gotta get this off my chest to let it go

I need to take back the light inside you stole

You're a criminal

And you steal like you're a pro"

I finished singing those lines and I broke into tears . Jeff came to my side and hugged me . He knows why I am who I am and what has happened to me through out the years .

" don't cry , it's gunna be fine " he whispered into my ear as I hugged him

" I just don't understand life anymore " I whispered

" I promise it will be ok " he cooed

Then just to make things better riker walked in . Great just great

"Can I have a word with Alice ..." He asked

" yeah , I'll leave you two alone " Jeff walked out then I just started to ball my eyes out

Riker hugged me , tight . He wrapped his arms around me and started to say how sorry he was . I just laid my head on his chest . He picked me up and then we went to out room

" I'm sorry " I whispered

Then riker came up to me and kissed me . I wrapped my hands around his neck . All he needs to know is that I love him . That's all nothing more

"I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions " he spoke in a sexy voice

I just kissed him

"I love you " I whispered in his ear

" Alice ..... I need to show you something "

Riker handed me a magazine with me and him on the cover . We were kissing . This was from last night . The head line read " our Alice has changed " how do they know I changed I just got back

" ugh, they never give me my privacy "

Riker just starred at me . I walked to the bed and sat down and read what was in the magazine then riker turned on the TV and bam me kissing riker on almost every channel

" well , this is interesting ..." Riker said trying to be funny

" this is why I think what I think I never get my space . Reasons why I moved and stuff "

" now I understand " he sat next to me

" I'm going to have to do a bunch of interviews to clear this up " I though for a moment then it came to me

" mom , dad " I said

Riker gave me a dead look. They clearly told us not to do all this

I heard a knock on the door .... Oh no I'm busted

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Hey guys sorry this chapter is short I ran out of ideas ! If you have any please comment I, having a major writers block ! :/ hope to update soon !