Ideal (a cube smp fanfiction) [COMPLETED]

70- "Ms. Why did you stop?"

"I'm changing." I say as Will knocks on my room door.
"Can't I come in anyway?"
"What? I'm done now, come in."
"Hey." Will sits next to me on my bed.
"Are you ok? I'm sorry, Ronan and I didn't do anything-" Will kisses me to shut me up. "Aren't you listening? We didn't do anything- God Will." I blush as he kisses my around neck and behind my ears.
"The good 'oh god' or the 'goddamn it Will'?"
"A bit of both." I giggle, which is unlike me.
"I'm glad." I moan as he bites my ear. "I'm sorry about tonight Will."
"I think we can make it up someway." I grip the bed and arch my back as he moves down my collar bone, stopping at the neckline of my v-neck pajama shirt.
I furrow my eyebrows. "Why did you stop?"
"What, did you not like that?"
"The stopping, keep going."
"And that is how I felt tonight."
"What?"
"You hurt me. You were trying to, but it was worse than you thought."
"Will, I'm sorry about it-"
"Lynn, I want you."
"You can have me."
"No, I want you, I need you, but you will never be mine."
"What makes you say that?"
"Carolyn, you're amazing, but you can't make up your mind. I know, until we are in a serious relationship, you can't pledge yourself to one guy. And I have to accept that."
"You're making me sound like I sleep around!"
"I didn't say that."
"I said 'making me sound like.'"
He sighs. "I hope you understand."
"I do." He gets off of the bed and heads for the door.
"You're such a turn off." He turns around.
"Does Ms. 'why did you stop' think I'm the turn off?"
"You're so self centered."
"Ha. Good night 'keep going'."
"Hey, if you think I'm the turn off, why don't you prove it?"
"Hey, you were the one that said we weren't at that point of the relationship." He walks out, shutting the door behind him.