Jump

Well crazies, this is my first story so I'm sorry if it sucks but yea.

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I cried into my pillow. I didn't want to live anymore. In fact, I wasn't living I just existed. I promised my self I wouldn't cut ever again. If I did, I would let the demons win, and I refused to give up. I cried harder wondering how I could've been so blind as to who I could really trust. I had no one left, running away was a terrible idea. Not to mention, I was in the UK with no money to get back to America. I hadn't found a job since I got here about 2 months ago. I've been staying at different hotels, and living off the money I started saving I when I was 12.

"He promised," I whispered. Just then there was a knock at my door. I wiped my eyes, and dragged my feet across the floor. I half-heartedly swung open the door and was immediately brought into a warm hug.

"I missed you," the voice whispered. I cried harder, and buried my face into his chest. "I found you," the voice whispered again. Then he kissed my head. "I love you." he said.

6 months earlier...

I sat up and yawned.

"Morning, babe." Drake said, I rolled over to face him and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.

"How'd you sleep?" I asked. He pulled me close to his chest, and put his lips to my ear.

"Maybe you should put some clothes on first, before you have to leave.

Then we can talk." I looked down to see I had on nothing more than a short, BVB shirt and my panties. I squealed and yanked the blanket over me, as I felt all the heat rush to my face. He laughed, and tossed me a pair of sweat pants. I quickly slipped them on them stood up. I picked up my IPhone to see a ton of messages. Most were from Chloe, Austin, Sam, Josh, and Chelsea. I loved them all, especially since them and Drake were the only ones who hadn't left me to fend for myself. Just then, Drake's phone rang. "Hang on a sec," he said to me "I gotta take this," he answered it and his face immediately filled with concern. "BULLSHIT!" He shouted. I stopped and stared at him. He started to hyperventilate with rage. I had never seen him like this. "You won't touch her," he growled. "Fine, if that's how you wanna play!" he then hung up. "I'm so sorry babe, but I gotta head out. I 'll call you." He kissed me then left.

"Bye," I whispered. I decided to take a shower and do something with my life. I checked the time, 10:27 A.M., then I remembered I had band practice. "SHIT!" I shouted. I jumped in the shower and quickly washed up. I threw on some black leggings, short shorts, and a cropped, fitted, corset top and my gray beanie. I straightened my hair, put on some make up, and headed to my muddy Chevrolet Truck to drive to Austin's garage. Austin glared at me when I pulled in the driveway.

"You're late," he said. I nervously looked down and tugged at my bracelets.

"I-I'm sorry," I stuttered "I didn't meant to be. I just woke up late, and then Drake ran off somewhere and I got worried so I was a little distracted and I just wanted to apolo-"Josh came over to me and covered my mouth.

"I got this," he whispered to me. Then he turned to Austin and shot him a dirty look. "Dude, lay off her. You know how much she has going on for her right now, and you definitely know how she gets when she's under pressure!" he said, but Austin just rolled his eyes.

"Whatever, we got a gig Friday night so let's just practice." He said.

"Umm, about that..." I said quietly, rubbing the back of my neck. Austin groaned.

"FOR FUCKS SAKE! WHAT NOW?!" He shouted.

"I'm quitting the band," I said, giving everyone a look filled with sorrow. Josh grabbed my wrist and I let out a scream. He looked at me weirdly for a second when I started to shake. "Cuts...your squeezing the cuts!" I whispered-shouted in pain.

"Sorry," he said, loosening his grip but not letting go. "You can't quit! Your our lead singer, we need you!" I wiped my eyes with my spare hand.

"I'm sorry, I'll explain later" I said, and he let go

"FINE, LET HER GO!" Austin said, waving his hand at me dismissively. "WE DON'T NEED HER!" And with that I pulled out of the driveway, to go see if Chloe and Chelsea could hang out. I needed some real friends right now.

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Sorry if it sucked, but whatever. Let me know how to make it better, even though no ones gonna read this...yea, bye! (: