The Bully I Fell In Love With (boyxboy)

Turning Point

I just laid there thinking to my self, while Ross was sleeping, he looked cute when he was sleeping with his mouth closed tight little smirk on his face. I just thought ‘aww’ how cute but like a dumb ass I was I said it out loud and he opened on eye like a robber had just entered the room. Ross turned and went 'shhh sleep' then he wrapped his arms around me. I was there facing the wide window letting in the moon light wanting to jump out of it with excitement thinking is this really happening I’m laying with Ross. Should I tell him that I love him and want to be with him but first I’m going to tell my mum every thing, she needs to know if me and Ross can be together that’s if he feels the same way about me. I hope he feels the same about me 'o' shit what about if he doesn’t and he hates me forever and I lose him as a friends and regret it for rest of my life but its was a risk worth taking.

The next thing I know I woke up to the sound of running dripping water and I opened my eyes let out a big 'ooooooerrrrrrrrr' well stretching I looked next to me the space was empty and the quilt was messy but still warm. I looked out the window and it was raining and I just said quietly 'That’s my plans not happening today'. I heard a creak off a door and saw light on the blue fluffy carpet with a manly shaped shadow. Ross just stood there in a towel rapped round his waist, his soft tone body was dripping wet, while rubbing his hair with another towel. I nearly melted in to the ground it started getting warm and stuffy and I felt my body heat rise. His body was so shiny and wet I wanted to do really naughty things to him, things that could not be said out loud or I’d get arrested. “Sorry I really smelt and I didn’t want to leave you asleep so I got a shower here.” Ross said with his big innocent eyes more like puppy eyes. “Its okay mate how long we been friends nearly 15 year you’re practically my brother” I nearly said ‘aww cute’ but that sounded to gay and I don’t see him as a brother I see him  more as a life long partner.   He look pleased that I said that and I chucked him a friendly smile as I stepped in to the bathroom still steaming from the hot shower what Ross had before; dam he likes his shower hot I though to myself. I turned the shower back on and slowly took my night clothes off, stood in side the glass doors and lend my hand up below the shower head. I thought to my self 'hold your self together you don’t want him to know your secretes yet'. I need to talk to my mum first and see what happens from there. Fresh warm water dripped on my face making me feeling fresher by the minute. Then it came to me, I was finally going to go with this. I’m ready to be the true me and be free but wait are they going to believe a 14 year old that he’s gay and in love with his best friend and it’s just not a phase and its not. I was sure of that but was Ross going to feel the same at his age 50/50 chance there. So why am I having doubts, I should be thinking positive.

I turned the shower off and wrapped the towel round me walking out of the steamy bathroom Ross was sitting on the bed putting on his socks. He looked so gorgeous I could eat him. Ross put his head up to see me there his smile with his big glowing eyes. “Your mum’s been in she said breakfast ready that was bout 10 minutes ago she said  all of us got a big day she planned something good.” Ross said with his smile still on his face like he was excited. I looked to the window; the sun was out now drying every thing up it like it heard me. I just looked a Ross and let out a little smirk he looked at me with his puzzling look in his eyes. He slapped his hands on his knees then rose from the bed. “Well I’m existed about breakfast and what your mums has planned for the day because your mum is the best cook and she plans very good stuff.'' Ross said with his big piecing smile. “Okay loser I’ll be down in 10 minutes let me get ready first.” I said with my shining eyes fluttering. I saw my mum over the stove with her little pink piney on my dad at the table with his daily paper in the morning and a hot warm coffee the looked up and smile like the sun just broke out. “Morning son.” my dad said with his deep manly caring voice “Morning honey.” my mum said with her happy go golly voice on.  “Morning.” I go around taking a seat at the table next to Ross. My mum looks up and says with a smile on her face “Does anybody want to know where we are going to day?” “YES PLEASE” We all yell out with excitement. She put her hands happily on the table and rose from her seat she popped out with a big smile and squeak out. 'We’re going to the beach.” We all cheered and with a smile my mum said with her excited voice “Ross I phoned your mum last night she brought over your swimming things and cloths for tonight and some money.” I love it when my mums so organized. We all put our plates in the dish washer and I got changed to my three quarters and a summer shirt and my flip flops with my shorts under my cloths. We head out the front door and head to the car.