The Bully I Fell In Love With (boyxboy)

My Heart Is Hole

It was all still black but I could hear muttering and it was like that for a few minutes before the sound got clearer and louder. The sounds of two people talking where far away but then I felt a weight lift from my eyes and the pitch black become kind of a grey colour. I started to open my eye and it was all white for a couple of second then I saw a heart monitor next to me beeping away and two bars on either side of the bed. The blankets were wrapped around me and I realised was in hospital. I saw a head resting against the bed and as I looked at the dark and shaggy hair, at first I thought it was my dad but then I looked closer realised it Ross. He was asleep and bless him he looked so peaceful but I could see he had big very dark rings round his eyes. I noticed the TV screen then up on the wall and it was weird because when I looked at the clock in the corner it said 7.00am in the morning.

I didn’t want to wake him up so I went to sleep showing signs that I’d been awake. Well I tried to drop back off to sleep but I felt my bed move and heard the sound of Ross stretching and yawning, then I felt a warm soft hand go on my cheek and I knew it was Ross and he started to cry as I felt his tear drop on my face. While he was crying stroking my face he mange to say the words I’d never heard before and they made me whole again, “Come on babe please wake up. I love you. I don’t want to lose you again. Please its been three week now, please I beg you.” His tears were still rolling down his face and I thought finally I have the man I have wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Then I thought well I can’t just open my eyes straight away it might freak him out so I flicked my eyes and opened then slowly to see Ross holding my hand cuddling me with his head on my chest. Looking the other way I moved my free hand to his hair and stoking it while I mange to speak but it was quiet “I love you too never let me go again please.” His head shot to my face his eyes connected with my eyes, tears still rolling down his face, but his eyes got wider and glosser and his smile got so big he out smiled the moon.

He kissed my lips and I felt sparks going throw my body as our lips touched. It felt like there was to much passion my body could hold, I felt butterfly in my stomach and was going all giddy like a 12 year old. He broke our kiss and quickly got off the bed and ran out the door jumping up and down shouting real loud and giddy, “He’s awake, he’s awake.”

He came running back in breathless and planted a peck on my lips again and held my hand while I looked confused at him. Two nurses came running in like someone just spanked their arses. Taking one looked at me one said it was a Christmas miracle and nearly cried. I guess she was just a sentimental person, the other nurse came to me calmly checking my pulse and when she just finished she looked at me like a ghost and says, “To be honest with you,  you should not be alive or even awake. You were in a class 5 coma, you are really something.” And she rubbed her hand on my hair patting and ruffling me like a dog.

The nurses left the room leaving Ross and I alone. Ross looked at me really happy and tears coming from his eyes and all I wanted was to hug him and as I reached out my arm for him to come to me, I felt it clicked back in to place. I let out a sharp noise of pain and Ross ran straight to my side and worried he said, “Are you okay babe.”

I looked at his tear red puffy worried face and just smiles, I missed him so much and with a smile replied, “Yeah babe I’m good.” He gave me a big cuddle and a cry badly again saying, “I love you so much, I never want to lose you again, I’m never letting you go.”

Tears of joy come to my eyes as I replied, “I never will babe, I love you too much too.” We cuddled until we both fell to sleep cuddling; it was perfect.

I heard the door creak and it woke me up. I laid there with my eyes shut listening. it was not Ross as he was still cuddling me. I heard a voice come from side of the bed stoking my hair at same time saying, “Poor Ross when is he going to let him go he’s just a empty shell my baby in heaven.”

I was shocked that I heard my mums voice so sad and depressed like her life was gone. My dad replied, “No one can ever place him honey, he was the best kid ever.” I nearly cried to what my dad said his words were touching but I had to put their dread to rest. I opened my mouth and with a croaky voice I said with love in my tone, “Funny buggers I’m not dead yet and this is heaven to me.”

I open my eyes to look to my mum and dad and they had tears coming down there faces like it was a funeral but then all of a sudden both my parent jumped in with the biggest cuddle of my life causing Ross to wake up confused.

My mum let out the biggest cry ever while saying, “We thought we had lost you our baby boy my miracle, I’m never letting you go.” My dad was still hugging Ross and I at the same time while still tears ran down his face and with smiles of joy he said with his happiest voice ever, “I think I’m going to church from now on.” I laughed at his comment but it hurt to laugh as my ribs hurt like there was a pin in there.

While every one sat down my mum dad and Ross were talking while the doctor was checking me for brain damaged. He checked every part of my body and the doctor said to me, “Say durrr.”

I looked at him and said in my sarcastic and funny voice, “Durr when can I go home.”

He chuckled to him self and just went, “Well your defiantly do not have brain damage. You do have broken bones and ribs and cuts. You’re a miracle walking up from a class 5 coma and been normal.”

I was shocked every one was saying that but I felt fine, like I’d never been in a coma but like a dummy I said it out loud, “The doctor looked at me and chuckled again and said, “Every body that wakes up from a class 5 coma has a brain like a sponge.”

The doctor leaves and as he turns I saw a familiar face standing at the door with tears in her eye and goose bumps in her body she scream so loud and jumps on me flung her arms around me and cries. As I push her hair out of her eyes and wipe her tears I say, “I missed you Jess.”

Even more tear come to her eyes and a happy smile while hugging me she said happily, “I’ve got my best friend and brother back.” She hugged me tight and it hurt a lot but I didn’t mind I looked around the room my mum smiling with Ross and my dad laughing and Jess laughing a cuddling me. I was happy I didn’t care were I was I was with the four people that meant the world to me and made my life complete.